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ELLA Tamara Bleszynski.
6 april 1993.
West Side.
Juying Secondary School.
O Level This Year.
A Dancer But Being An Actress Is My Biggest Dream.
NUTZCREW repp FunkyNutz.
Red & Adidas Freak !
Single But Unavailable.
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Saturday, January 31, 2009
Title; Thanks Desmond :)
Been a long tyme i nvr update my blog ryte ? hahaa ! well , now busy with lyfe .. dance , studyin , doin propz for SYF & Danceworks . Hummmph !! Well i really love my BearBear[ Des Vogue ] .. Thanks Desmond !! For the tix to chingay :) & so , i can meet Voguelicious tonyte , YEAY !! missing them so much ! Just finish my CIP ,donation for needy students . I hav to collect the donations at Jurong Point interchange . aHahahahaa !!! I look weird & my frens say so . Hahaha !! im lyke acting cute infront of those ppl , hahahahahhahaa ! ouhkay hav fun with Ayul & Ezzie just now . & yupp , 2 puff ?? OMG ! hmmm .. hope not gonna start baq .. taq care ! i have to get ready to meet my , BELOVED VOGUELICIOUS <3 & Haiqal Fan Kidz ... missing hym truckloadz ! & so Saiful .. Byee !!
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Friday, January 30, 2009
Title; i love Diny as my bestfren je laa
Hey i dont love Diny ouhkay ! i mean i love hym as bestfren je taw . Zaki & Ayim jgn anyhow ouhkay .. Serious !! eLLa & Diny cume kawan je laa .. Krg ny .. anyhow je ... But if i say i love hym also , why ?? hahahah !! im not wrong wad . He's single & so i am . But I DONT LOVE HYM OUHKAYY ! My heart hav someone ald . SOMEONE SPECIAL <3 hahah !! So get it eyh .. ?? To all Juying Sec Students & teachers . Me & Muhammad Dinie Bin Ramli only FRENZ ... no others , not more .. sleep in class just now in MT class . So the sleeping beauty .. Thanks to my teacher , as she didnt disturb me when im sleepin :P Only my fren did !!! TSK !! But i noe they wake me up as they wan me to study .. Zaki funny to the max siaa ! Ayim & Diny too . SIAOO PEOPLE AROUND ME !! Cant describe their attitude & reactions & evthing . They r really MR JOKER !! Mayb i shuld video them hahahahha !!! especially Zaki !! hahahah !! funny as* HOLE You !! ooopps :P
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Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Title; Lucky , im still alive :)
Ouhkay ive just reached home from M'sia . Tiring & im injured ! PAIN !! I GOT AN ACCIDENT THERE !!! My brother , Syafiq ,drive the motorcycle . Its my grandpa's motorcycle . U noe at m'sia , no lisence also can drive . So yaa :) & so we enjoy .. 3 ppl in the motorcycle . My bro , my adeq sedare & me .. I sit at the last one . & My bro speed so im scared if i might fall baq . Hahaha ! We really enjoyed ourself , takin videos & picx & all . But after that accident , I WAS SO 'BADI' TO RIDE A MOTORCYCLE ANYMORE !! kay the story is lyke this . infront of us , there's a lake . full of water [LYKE DUHH !] then lyke ive said , my bro was really happy with the speeding . until he hav no tyme to brake . & 'TERLAJAK'. So the brake is kinda strong . VERY STRONG !!! till i was lyke ,'BOOM' !! & i fall & my knee was slide with the road . So painful !! & LUCKY THE ROAD DIDNT KNOCK WITH MY HEAD ! as im not wearing helmet . the 3 of uz nvr wear helmet & i was lying down on the road for nearly 1 minute . As i feel lyke im losing my left leg. But lucky im not !! just can feel the pain still . & blood everywhere . & lucky im still ALIVE ! & im the one who is very worst in the accident , compared to my bro & my adeq sedare . As im wearing very short shorts . while my adeq sedare wearing a trackpants & my bro wearing a kinda 3 quarter pants . My hand's palm hurt badly . The road really kills me !! OMG ! Im so scared !! But really thank God ! Still alive :) So we 3 decided not to tell any of our family members bout this . If not , we cnnt play with the motorcycle anymore . Now my leg cant kena water if not , VERY PEDER !! meaning very pain .. But hey , im not crying . IM A STRONG GURL :)
I miss Feeza now :( See ya soon babe ! Love u !
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Sunday, January 25, 2009
Title; Bye People
People . Im leaving soon . Going to Gunung Ledang , after that to dad's kampong at Malacca , then go to Johor . Go with all my families , grandma ,grandpa , aunts , uncles ev'thing . Hahaa ! Gonna miss my b*tch Feeza truckloadz ! & of course Voguelicious & Nutzcrew :) They all are always in my heart , ALWAYS ! Ouhkay im going . Taq care !!
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Saturday, January 24, 2009
Title; CNY Celebrations
Chinese New Year Celebration .. Yess ! No lessons only 1st lesson will be conducted which is Chemistry :( Morning run too [2.4KM]... Hummph ! But , YEAY ! I pass my 2.4km . I mean for the practice . Timing 15:34 [ 160109 ] Timing 14:23 [ 230109 ] Im the 2nd gurl to reached the end point :) 1st is Radin , obviously . She's fast runner.. Woah ! The leg lyke Horse ! So fast !! Jkjk :P Every week on Friday mornin , i'll havin 2.4km run . Its under school . Sometymes very lazy but juz run laa.... HAHHAHAAH !!
Celebration of CNY[Chinese New Year] really fun ! Sittin with the hyper pro-active guys around me .. BEST !! I & 'em keep shouting & laughing & 2 of the guy infront of me , scolded us :( As we are noisy . F*ck !! Its a concert & he expect us to be quiet ???!!! LAMENESS !!!!!!!! But I & my friends keep on laughing & shouting more loudly . Atlast , that guy close his ears thru out the concert .. HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAAH !! FUNNYY !!!!!!
Erlyna !!!!!!!!!!!! This for u ... ' SUNDEQ ' :) Hahaahha !! Btw , She's werking laa .. i saw her , eating ice cream & evthing that has there.. hahaah !!! :P
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Wednesday, January 21, 2009
Title; Im in LOVE
Im not sure . But sometymes im sure . Really sure . But sometymes im not sure too . :P
For the sake of this crush i hav in my heart , i go to my school's library just now & borrowed 4 books . All related to love :) Yupp its mad i noe. Im really mad now. Mad in love . _ _ _ _ _ _ <3 1st - Chicken soup Teenage Soul bout Life , Love and Learning 2nd - Teen Ink bout Friends and Family 3rd - My Darling , My Hamburger bout a relationship that's not approved by their parents 4th - Teen Love Series bout Relationship Im now startin on with no.4 . Telling us evertything bout loves . OMG ! I love this book. Its tells us , 1st : You Gotta Love Yourself ! 2nd : Falling In Love 3rd : All These New Feelings 4th : There Is A First Time For Everything , Love Is The Part Of Us That Is Real 5th : Do You Like Me ? 6th : When Friends Become More .. 7th : Unrequited Love 8th : Now That We'r Together 9th : Breaking Up Is Hard To Do 10th : Starting Over .. Or Here We Go Again This book really , explain everything from A-Z .
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Sunday, January 18, 2009
Title; Lotz Of Caring People Around Me
Heyy ! Tmr schoolin and i am still awake at this period of tyme . Hahahas !! Nothing much to post actually . :P But school fun actually , with my guys beside , guys as in my entertainer guys , who entertained me everytime , wheather im happy , or when im feeling down . Diny , Zaki , Ayim , Ayul , Shah , Alif , Come <3 Ouhkayy in class , im more close with guys than gurls . Gurls in my class are not hyper .. Except Sue & Jyl . Hahaahah ! Altho ZhenYuan & Zylyna are not same class as me . They are always in my heart <3 & yupp , im missing 'em now :( Hey To Me , ALL FRIENDS OF MINE ARE LOVED :)
Chattin with Isaac , walao :P , DAMN FUN ! Hahahaha !! Oooppss :0 But seriously , he is a very SWEET CARING GUY . Thanks for the concern & i'll taq ur advice kays . *ella must promise isaac one thing je* *must pass your exam tau* He giv me strengths & encourages . Which makes me never feel lyke givin up on my studies . Really . Now i hav to thank him & hav to start workin hard to fullfill his's promises . Eventho im tired to open up my books , but when i rmmbr his advice & the promises we'v made , i've decided to persevere on & nvr giv up . eLLa really appreciate Isaac a lot ! Love u ...!!!
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Saturday, January 17, 2009
Title; Went to Queensway
Went to Voguelicious's shop at Queensway. At arnd 8+pm. With all my family,uncles,aunts,grandma,etc. hahah!!! They are rock ! Cheyy... Nolaa.. Just that,that time got 'rewang'. Umm,idk how to transfer it english. hahah ! :P & Yaa,btw,after the 'rewang', all my aunts,uncles dont wanna go home as its still V EARLY. So,they decided to go Queensway :) Des , Veron & Alif was there . My bro & me go to BEACHY BITCH :) I love my brother to be so understanding :) & yaa,bought 2 pairs of sandals,$30.
Went home & chat wid Des,Izzy,Alif,..etc. Me,Feeza,Izzy & Des was in one conversation. So funny !! We talk nonsence. Crap jokes ev'where:) Minutes ltr,Des go bath :) & blablabla.. Its so funn chatting with them:) & izzy , hope u r strong facing all the challenges. Dont worry. I & Feeza will always supporting & be by ur back always kays.. Voguelicious too <3 Bye , Des - Mr BearBear & Tyra Banks Izzy - Mr Coldstuff & Princess Naema Bluekx :P
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Title; I LOVE NUTZ'CREW
Havin fun with Nutzcrew just now in the dance room. I miss Nutz' crew actually. Its lyke long tyme we not havin this kind of games & everything. The laughter & all.. Heess.. But Abg Jamyl..disturb me only.. Hmmm..[sad] cheyy nolaa..! im not sad. infact i miss Abg jamyl disturb me :) I cant put all the laughter & great tymes here in words . But i'll will definitely keep it in my heart <3 & btw,welcome NUTZCREW NEW MEMBERS :) Well , Nutz'crew got an audition for the Sec 1 pupils. So yaa :) Nutz'crew is ofcoursely loved <3 MWAAHHHHckxx !!
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Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Title; Take good care of urself people
IZZZZZYYYY SICK ?? OMG !! U ouhkay there izzy ?? I mean , its ouhkay if its a normal sickness. But he said that he's havin asthma durin sleep ? Can u guyz tryna imagine that. Its superb pain , i noe. Just hold on there kay izzy.. Drink lotz of PLAIN WATER . Sleep early . & dont stress in lotz of things kay.. Just taq care of urself kay & u'll be fine
Me & Feeza learning splits with the contemporary dancers . Bluek :P
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Sunday, January 11, 2009
Title; I LOVE VOGUELICIOUS <3
Congratz for coming in 3rd in RP's comp. Really2 !!! U guys are great !! With the sexy & vogue routine , u guyz really BOMB the stage !!! LOVE U GUYZ !!! MWAHHHHHH !!! & Congratz to FHUNKIE STYLERZ too .!! Love u guyz ! & Isaac !!!!! eLLa miss Isaac seyy :) For Freekzy .. No comment - U guyz are dope ! Takin pictures with Voguelicious :) Really its very excitin !! Des * DOQ AKU KRUMP DOQ* hahaha !!! Funny !! :D & Isaac , u r so sweet ,as usual.. Take care ouhkay. eLLa <3
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Friday, January 9, 2009
Title; Is there anything wrong with brown hair ?
Schools are S*cks , Really ! The rules & regulations are all damn f*ck ! Hate it seyy ! I need to dye my hair black baq , if not , i'll get detentions & expel from sch for 1 month. For guys , will be cane . MENGAROT SEYY ! Teachers dyed hair too what ! I cant wait for the graduation ! I wanna graduate from that school as fast as possible.
Dinie !!!! Its great sitting beside u ! Plus the 4 jokers around us.. [ Zaki , Ayim , Alif & Shah ] U guyz are always burst me out to laughter ! I LOVE U GUYZ !!! & ouh yaa,.. good luck VOGUELICIOUS for tmr comp . Love u guyz ! [*kiss*] &,Isaac ... !!! good luck FHUNKIE STYLERZ too !!! Me & Feeza will be cuming down & support u guyz .. ;)
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