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IT'S SO HARD TO PRETEND NOT TO LOVE A PERSON WHEN YOU REALLY DO.

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ELLA Tamara Bleszynski. 6 april 1993. West Side. Juying Secondary School. O Level This Year. A Dancer But Being An Actress Is My Biggest Dream. NUTZCREW repp FunkyNutz. Red & Adidas Freak ! Single But Unavailable.

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AbgEwan AbgJamyl Adam AdamFreekzy Afez Aisya Alyv Andreas Ash Atyra Amirul Ayim Ayim3OT Azlan Azizul Desmond Erlina Fadh Fadlie Faizah Fauzi FauziRassull FirdausJeffrey Firdaus Huda Kane Iffah Isaac Izza Jason KakSiti Khalis KYLE.HANAGAMI<3 Liyana Luke Mael Mazlan Miaa Murniyati Nini Nisa Shahrul Shazran Soe Suhailah Syafiqah Syarifah Vimal Wawa Wawan Wintzy

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Saturday, January 31, 2009
Title; Thanks Desmond :)
Been a long tyme i nvr update my blog ryte ?
hahaa !
well , now busy with lyfe ..
dance , studyin , doin propz for SYF & Danceworks .
Hummmph !!

Well i really love my BearBear[ Des Vogue ] ..
Thanks Desmond !! For the tix to chingay :)
& so , i can meet Voguelicious tonyte , YEAY !!
missing them so much !

Just finish my CIP ,donation for needy students .
I hav to collect the donations at Jurong Point interchange .
aHahahahaa !!!
I look weird & my frens say so .
Hahaha !!
im lyke acting cute infront of those ppl ,
hahahahahhahaa !
ouhkay hav fun with Ayul & Ezzie just now .
& yupp , 2 puff ?? OMG !
hmmm .. hope not gonna start baq ..
taq care !
i have to get ready to meet my ,
BELOVED VOGUELICIOUS <3
& Haiqal Fan Kidz ...
missing hym truckloadz !
& so Saiful ..
Byee !!
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Friday, January 30, 2009
Title; i love Diny as my bestfren je laa
Hey i dont love Diny ouhkay !
i mean i love hym as bestfren je taw .
Zaki & Ayim jgn anyhow ouhkay ..
Serious !!
eLLa & Diny cume kawan je laa ..
Krg ny ..
anyhow je ...
But if i say i love hym also ,
why ??
hahahah !!
im not wrong wad .
He's single & so i am .
But I DONT LOVE HYM OUHKAYY !
My heart hav someone ald .
SOMEONE SPECIAL <3
hahah !!
So get it eyh .. ??
To all Juying Sec Students & teachers .
Me & Muhammad Dinie Bin Ramli only FRENZ ...
no others , not more ..

sleep in class just now in MT class .
So the sleeping beauty ..
Thanks to my teacher , as she didnt disturb me when im sleepin :P
Only my fren did !!!
TSK !!
But i noe they wake me up as they wan me to study ..

Zaki funny to the max siaa !
Ayim & Diny too .
SIAOO PEOPLE AROUND ME !!
Cant describe their attitude & reactions & evthing .
They r really MR JOKER !!
Mayb i shuld video them hahahahha !!!
especially Zaki !!
hahahah !!
funny as* HOLE You !!
ooopps :P
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Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Title; Lucky , im still alive :)
Ouhkay ive just reached home from M'sia .
Tiring & im injured !
PAIN !!
I GOT AN ACCIDENT THERE !!!
My brother , Syafiq ,drive the motorcycle .
Its my grandpa's motorcycle .
U noe at m'sia , no lisence also can drive .
So yaa :)
& so we enjoy ..
3 ppl in the motorcycle .
My bro , my adeq sedare & me ..
I sit at the last one .
& My bro speed so im scared if i might fall baq .
Hahaha !
We really enjoyed ourself ,
takin videos & picx & all .
But after that accident ,
I WAS SO 'BADI' TO RIDE A MOTORCYCLE ANYMORE !!
kay the story is lyke this .
infront of us , there's a lake .
full of water [LYKE DUHH !]
then lyke ive said , my bro was really happy with the speeding .
until he hav no tyme to brake .
& 'TERLAJAK'.
So the brake is kinda strong .
VERY STRONG !!!
till i was lyke ,'BOOM' !!
& i fall & my knee was slide with the road .
So painful !!
& LUCKY THE ROAD DIDNT KNOCK WITH MY HEAD !
as im not wearing helmet .
the 3 of uz nvr wear helmet
& i was lying down on the road for nearly 1 minute .
As i feel lyke im losing my left leg.
But lucky im not !!
just can feel the pain still .
& blood everywhere .
& lucky im still ALIVE !
& im the one who is very worst in the accident ,
compared to my bro & my adeq sedare .
As im wearing very short shorts .
while my adeq sedare wearing a trackpants
& my bro wearing a kinda 3 quarter pants .
My hand's palm hurt badly .
The road really kills me !!
OMG !
Im so scared !!
But really thank God !
Still alive :)
So we 3 decided not to tell any of our family members bout this .
If not , we cnnt play with the motorcycle anymore .
Now my leg cant kena water if not ,
VERY PEDER !!
meaning very pain ..
But hey , im not crying . IM A STRONG GURL :)

I miss Feeza now :(
See ya soon babe !
Love u !
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Sunday, January 25, 2009
Title; Bye People
People .
Im leaving soon . Going to Gunung Ledang , after that to dad's kampong at Malacca ,
then go to Johor .
Go with all my families , grandma ,grandpa , aunts , uncles ev'thing .
Hahaa !
Gonna miss my b*tch Feeza truckloadz !
& of course Voguelicious & Nutzcrew :)
They all are always in my heart , ALWAYS !
Ouhkay im going .
Taq care !!
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Saturday, January 24, 2009
Title; CNY Celebrations
Chinese New Year Celebration ..
Yess ! No lessons only 1st lesson will be conducted which is Chemistry :(
Morning run too [2.4KM]...
Hummph ! But , YEAY ! I pass my 2.4km . I mean for the practice .
Timing 15:34 [ 160109 ]
Timing 14:23 [ 230109 ]
Im the 2nd gurl to reached the end point :)
1st is Radin , obviously .
She's fast runner.. Woah ! The leg lyke Horse ! So fast !!
Jkjk :P
Every week on Friday mornin , i'll havin 2.4km run .
Its under school .
Sometymes very lazy but juz run laa.... HAHHAHAAH !!

Celebration of CNY[Chinese New Year] really fun !
Sittin with the hyper pro-active guys around me ..
BEST !!
I & 'em keep shouting & laughing & 2 of the guy infront of me ,
scolded us :(
As we are noisy .
F*ck !!
Its a concert & he expect us to be quiet ???!!! LAMENESS !!!!!!!!
But I & my friends keep on laughing & shouting more loudly .
Atlast , that guy close his ears thru out the concert ..
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAAH !! FUNNYY !!!!!!


Erlyna !!!!!!!!!!!!
This for u ...
' SUNDEQ ' :)
Hahaahha !!
Btw , She's werking laa ..
i saw her ,
eating ice cream & evthing that has there..
hahaah !!! :P


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Wednesday, January 21, 2009
Title; Im in LOVE
Im not sure .
But sometymes im sure .
Really sure .
But sometymes im not sure too .
:P

For the sake of this crush i hav in my heart ,
i go to my school's library just now & borrowed 4 books .
All related to love :) Yupp its mad i noe.
Im really mad now.
Mad in love .
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1st - Chicken soup Teenage Soul bout Life , Love and Learning
2nd - Teen Ink bout Friends and Family
3rd - My Darling , My Hamburger bout a relationship that's not approved by their parents
4th - Teen Love Series bout Relationship
Im now startin on with no.4 .
Telling us evertything bout loves . OMG ! I love this book.
Its tells us ,
1st : You Gotta Love Yourself !
2nd : Falling In Love
3rd : All These New Feelings
4th : There Is A First Time For Everything , Love Is The Part Of Us That Is Real
5th : Do You Like Me ?
6th : When Friends Become More ..
7th : Unrequited Love
8th : Now That We'r Together
9th : Breaking Up Is Hard To Do
10th : Starting Over .. Or Here We Go Again
This book really , explain everything from A-Z .
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Sunday, January 18, 2009
Title; Lotz Of Caring People Around Me
Heyy !
Tmr schoolin and i am still awake at this period of tyme .
Hahahas !!
Nothing much to post actually . :P
But school fun actually , with my guys beside ,
guys as in my entertainer guys ,
who entertained me everytime ,
wheather im happy ,
or when im feeling down .
Diny , Zaki , Ayim , Ayul , Shah , Alif , Come <3
Ouhkayy in class , im more close with guys than gurls .
Gurls in my class are not hyper ..
Except Sue & Jyl .
Hahaahah !
Altho ZhenYuan & Zylyna are not same class as me .
They are always in my heart <3
& yupp , im missing 'em now :(
Hey To Me ,
ALL FRIENDS OF MINE ARE LOVED :)


Chattin with Isaac , walao :P ,
DAMN FUN !
Hahahaha !!
Oooppss :0
But seriously , he is a very SWEET CARING GUY .
Thanks for the concern & i'll taq ur advice kays .
*ella must promise isaac one thing je*
*must pass your exam tau*
He giv me strengths & encourages .
Which makes me never feel lyke givin up on my studies .
Really .
Now i hav to thank him & hav to start workin hard to fullfill
his's promises .
Eventho im tired to open up my books ,
but when i rmmbr his advice & the promises we'v made ,
i've decided to persevere on & nvr giv up .
eLLa really appreciate Isaac a lot !
Love u ...!!!

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Saturday, January 17, 2009
Title; Went to Queensway


Went to Voguelicious's shop
at Queensway.
At arnd 8+pm.
With all my family,uncles,aunts,grandma,etc.
hahah!!!
They are rock !
Cheyy...
Nolaa..
Just that,that time got 'rewang'.
Umm,idk how to transfer it english.
hahah ! :P
& Yaa,btw,after the 'rewang',
all my aunts,uncles dont wanna go home as its still V EARLY.
So,they decided to go Queensway :)
Des , Veron & Alif was there .
My bro & me go to BEACHY BITCH :)
I love my brother to be so understanding :)
& yaa,bought 2 pairs of sandals,$30.

Went home & chat wid Des,Izzy,Alif,..etc.
Me,Feeza,Izzy & Des was in one conversation.
So funny !!
We talk nonsence.
Crap jokes ev'where:)
Minutes ltr,Des go bath :)
& blablabla..
Its so funn chatting with them:)
& izzy , hope u r strong facing all the challenges.
Dont worry.
I & Feeza will always supporting & be by ur back always kays..
Voguelicious too <3
Bye ,
Des - Mr BearBear & Tyra Banks
Izzy - Mr Coldstuff & Princess Naema
Bluekx :P

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Title; I LOVE NUTZ'CREW

Havin fun with Nutzcrew just now in the dance room.
I miss Nutz' crew actually.
Its lyke long tyme we not havin this kind of games
& everything.
The laughter & all..
Heess..
But Abg Jamyl..disturb me only..
Hmmm..[sad]
cheyy nolaa..!
im not sad.
infact i miss Abg jamyl disturb me :)
I cant put all the laughter & great tymes here in words .
But i'll will definitely keep it in my heart <3
& btw,welcome NUTZCREW NEW MEMBERS :)
Well , Nutz'crew got an audition for the Sec 1 pupils.
So yaa :)
Nutz'crew is ofcoursely loved <3
MWAAHHHHckxx !!

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Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Title; Take good care of urself people

IZZZZZYYYY SICK ??
OMG !!
U ouhkay there izzy ??
I mean , its ouhkay if its a normal sickness.
But he said that he's havin asthma durin sleep ?
Can u guyz tryna imagine that.
Its superb pain , i noe.
Just hold on there kay izzy..
Drink lotz of PLAIN WATER .
Sleep early .
& dont stress in lotz of things kay..
Just taq care of urself kay & u'll be fine


Me & Feeza learning splits with the contemporary dancers .
Bluek :P

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Sunday, January 11, 2009
Title; I LOVE VOGUELICIOUS <3
















VOGUELICIOUS !!!
Congratz for coming in 3rd in RP's comp.
Really2 !!!
U guys are great !!
With the sexy & vogue routine ,
u guyz really BOMB the stage !!!
LOVE U GUYZ !!!
MWAHHHHHH !!!
& Congratz to FHUNKIE STYLERZ too .!!
Love u guyz !
& Isaac !!!!!
eLLa miss Isaac seyy :)
For Freekzy ..
No comment -
U guyz are dope !
Takin pictures with Voguelicious :)
Really its very excitin !!
Des * DOQ AKU KRUMP DOQ*
hahaha !!!
Funny !! :D
& Isaac , u r so sweet ,as usual..
Take care ouhkay.
eLLa <3
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Friday, January 9, 2009
Title; Is there anything wrong with brown hair ?

Schools are S*cks , Really !
The rules & regulations are all damn f*ck !
Hate it seyy !
I need to dye my hair black baq ,
if not , i'll get detentions & expel from sch for 1 month.
For guys , will be cane .
MENGAROT SEYY !
Teachers dyed hair too what !
I cant wait for the graduation !
I wanna graduate from that school as fast as possible.


Dinie !!!!
Its great sitting beside u !
Plus the 4 jokers around us..
[ Zaki , Ayim , Alif & Shah ]
U guyz are always burst me out to laughter !
I LOVE U GUYZ !!!
& ouh yaa,..
good luck VOGUELICIOUS for tmr comp .
Love u guyz ! [*kiss*]
&,Isaac ... !!!
good luck FHUNKIE STYLERZ too !!!
Me & Feeza will be cuming down & support u guyz ..
;)
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