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IT'S SO HARD TO PRETEND NOT TO LOVE A PERSON WHEN YOU REALLY DO.

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ELLA Tamara Bleszynski. 6 april 1993. West Side. Juying Secondary School. O Level This Year. A Dancer But Being An Actress Is My Biggest Dream. NUTZCREW repp FunkyNutz. Red & Adidas Freak ! Single But Unavailable.

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Saturday, February 28, 2009
Title; A Real Man Cry .
* cryin *
idk whr shld i start .
idk how shld i start ............
umm , ......
:'(
i cant forget bout wad happened just now , really .
& i must say tht ,
I LOVE NUTZCREW !!
& I LOVE DIN !!
i knew i was rude just now , or mayb SO rude to my vice capt .
i am so f*cked up just now , really .
& i cant control my anger & let it off to Muhd Safiudin Bin Rassoll (vice capt) .
umm ,
i wont blog it here to let dhe whole world exactly noe wad had happened just now .
i guess its between Nutzcrew fam .
To Din ,
im so terribly sorry !
i didnt meant to .
i knew tht ev'1 make mistakes in our lyfe .
aku tau tu ..
aku tk sala kan ko din , aku pon tk sala kan nutzcrew .
aku yg sala .
i didnt giv u dhe opportunity to explain .
i am so selfish !
i take things for granted .
:'( * cryin *
Din , thnks for dhe hugs u gav me just now ,
for me to cry on ur shoulder ,
& for u to cry on mine .
i really treasure u lots Din !
To Abg Jamyl ,
Really u r dhe important man in us .
Gave us advice , support us since i am sec 1 till now .
& i guess , if u didnt stop me just now ,
i will even go further .
Thnks Abg Jamyl .
For dhe scoldings , dhe advices , dhe hugs .
i will take it all tht in a positive way .
& u'v make me realised my mistakes , my stupid mistakes !
u r dhe best Abg Jamyl , :'( .
To Nutz Crew ,
i am so sorry to all of u .
& on behalf of Jason , Izza , Nadyr , Gico , Lyna & Riza ,
we r really sorry to cause this problem .
& i hope tht u guys learnt from us , NOT to do it .
Juniors , please dont follow this bad attitude from us .
i want u guys to concentrate on your dancework which is on 21st march ayte .
please please please ..
atleast , masok final , top 3 for Nutzcrew ouhkay .
i got faith in u guys & girls !
& Seniors , i noe its diff. to forget this .
even i myself now still cryin bout this .
its ouhkay if u wanna call me emo or what .
cuz its pain for me to hold on to my tears inside .
im just lettin it off all .
lets put this aside first .
& concentrate on our syf .
omg dhe rehearsal is in 2 daes tyme .
Lets do it once & do it a good one ayte .
I love Nutzcrew !

its really a cryin dae for Nutzcrew today .
& i wont forget tht .
its a good thing to let out all ur hidden feelins .
Thnks Abg Jamyl to hav tht session .
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Wednesday, February 25, 2009
Title; Happy Birthdae LUKE Vogue !

Well , HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U DARL !
I'll pray may all ur wishes come true ,
&& ALLAH BLESS YOU :)
Taq care & whooow !
Sweet 20 *smile*
Love u LUKEandro !!
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Title; Lessons Bored !
O.M.G !!
Im so bored in class . Was so talkative & hyper with my frens ,
but after dhe teacher gave us last warnings , then i kept quiet all dhe way .
Cuz i was concentrating drawing & colouring tht ' eLLa <3>
:)
Hehehee !!

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Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Title; Random topics from us

Hey hello !!!
:)
Just now assembly in sch was really best !
Elfaezah Ulhaq , one of dhe actress at suria channel ,
a Jeritan Sepi actress , came to my school for dhe assembly .
with another 2 guys .
dhe theme was about dhe influences of smoking , yeah .
& i lyke her , as in her way of acting .
As most of my frens knew tht my biggest dream is to become a actress :)
& also i love Tamara Bleszynski , a indonesian actress .
omg she's so perfectly good in acting !
&& she's gorgeous !

Dance prac gonna be everydae &
also gonna eat up my sat & sun :(
humpph !
Mom & dad really mad at me cuz of dhe shoe .
dhe nike air force shoe .
Not mad as in mad bt mad as in nag3 at me .
As u guys noe , economy nowadays ..
Bt the funniest thingy is tht ,
when i asked for dhe money ,
yes they DID mad , but dad's hand is flyin to dhe wallet & thn gave me :)
Hahahahaa !!
Thnks beloved mom & dad <3>


Ayte2 ! I was sittin & talkin with Alif , Iqah , Izza & Nadyr just now after prac . We were talkin shit . Random topics come out in each's mouth :) & suddenly come out this topic bout LOVE & RELATIONSHIPS . Well we shared evthing together just now . & yeah , dhe question tht Iqah asked me was somehow diff. to answer . dhe question was , who is my best guy i ever had . Act. all my guys , i mean ex , were best & great . But i cant deny this tht , dhe guy who showered all his love to me , dhe guy who sacrifices evthing for me , dhe guy who with full romance , dhe guy who cares for me & i mean FULLY cares , dhe guy who is always 'pujok' me when im 'mrajok' ( i love this part ) , & tht guy is AISY ! A mixed blood between Portugal & American . & Aisy is his malay name :) He joined Islam . eventho we lived far apart now , he still gave me dhe late night calls , but provided if he's free . & i love to be one of his frens now :) && ouhh , Alif cant answer tht question from me , hahahaa ! Come on Alif , u guys are lyke reachin 3 yrs & u cant answer it ? But i noe ur heart will right , so Iqah , dont sad , cuz i noe the answer from hym gonna be YOU :)


I MISS MCFLURRY !!! I MISS BUBBLE TEA - OREO CRUSH !!! :( But must endure , cuz now i wanna collect money . & i & my classmates always bring 'bekal' together to school for recess :P ooopss2 .. hahahaa ! Well , they also wanna collect money , hehee !
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Sunday, February 22, 2009
Title; Thought i couldnt make it for MDIS
I thought i couldnt make it for MDIS comp cuz its clash with my prac .
But i make it !!! Thnks to one of dhe Voguelicious who updated me with
dhe tyme & all this mornin :)
Also thnks to Abg Jamyl who released us early just now at 11am :)
As he knew tht i , Alif , Iqah , Nadyra & lots more laa , who wanna really
come for dhe MDIS thingy . Thnk u Abg Jamyl !!!

Altho we released early , OMG ! , dhe prac was tiring !!
Only 1 break we got .
& then we do details all the way ..
Details , as usual , i noe its gonna be tiring ,
plus i havent had my breakfast yet .
But yeah , no excuses lyke duhhhh !!!
Must sacrifice for my beloved Nutz crew :)


After Abg Jamyl released us , Iqah & Alif was argue-ing
with me about dhe MDIS comp , the tyme tht dhe comp starts .
I said its start at 1pm cuz i rmmbr tht Izzy told me tht THIS MORNING .
Its lyke , ..
'hey my dearest Alif & Iqah , im not nyanyok yet ouhkay . He told me THIS MORNING !'
Then Iqah said tht she go to dhe websyte & its stated thr tht dhe comp starts at 12 .
Argue , argue & argue ( but in a good way & in a jokes manner ) .
Well , each of us wanna win , altho we knew tht we wont get anythin .
Hahahahaa ! Thts dhe childish behaviour of us , ALWAYS !!
So , Alif asked me to call Izzy cuz he wanna ask hym ,
but Izzy didnt pick up . Mayb busy practising i guess ..
So called Isaac & he did picked up .
Alif was talkin to him & Isaac said tht ,
' dhe comp starts at 1pm & its a open space ' .
Iqah2 , listen to me & read my lips babe , its ONE PM :P
Hahahaa ... !!

So rushed home & Vimal , one of dhe Voguelicious , called me & said tht
he wanna go to MDIS with me .
So , yeah i said ouhkay & meet hym at Jurong Point Int. ,
last cabin .
Nadyra , Faizah , Lyna , Vimal & me :)

OUHKAYY VOGUELICIOUS WAS SOO CUTE CUTE CUTE !!!
ALL LOOK LYKE SECONDARY STUDENTS OMG !!!
& THEY REALLY BREAK THT BUILDING DOWN I TELL YOU !
SLUTTY KIDS .. ( thts wad Luke said ) :)
But really they are so HAWT WARM SEXY VOGUE !
& when dhe part they lie down & shake their legs ,
OMG !
Eventho its a easy steps by just lying down & shake ur legs ,
but they really adding flavour to it .
& im not surprise if they won cuz THEY R THEY .
I mean they hav their own style & their own way .
Their splits & all .
Basically they r unique to me :)
& i heard tht one of dhe judges said tht she really lyke them !
Wooohooo .. !!
Congratz Voguelicious for clenched dhe 2nd runner up :)
Ya'll r so Fantastic Marvellous Divas !!!

Isaac introduced me & Faizah to 3OT .
But i didnt rmmbr one of dhe name :P
Hahahahaa , but wad i noe is ,
they r superbly friendly .
&& , their dance , so nice !
See laa who choreo , kalau bukan Abg Isaac kyte ny ..
Hhahahaa !
Will update picx with 3OT soon kays .
But idk why i cant upload it .

Thought of goin Youth Park after tht with Freekzy as
Abg Faliq singin thr & also dance .
But im so sorry Abg Faliq . I cant cuz my mom msg me to go home :P
As family outin with my relatives , last minute .
You noe Sat night .

My spectacles tht with degree LOST !!
AL-AZLAN SHAH BIN ABDUL RAHMAN !!!!!
hahahhaa !!
I was standin with hym on a chair at MDIS cuz i cant see & he too .
So we stand together in one chair .
Then one of dhe 5 ,6 ,7 ,8 crew , go & push tht chair cuz he wanna
joke arnd with us i guess .
& i was shocked & ' melata ' abit :P
& lucky Abg Laa save me , if not i fall down , lyke Alan .
Hahahahhaa !
& insyde my bag all come out .
TSK !
Thn check2 , spec lost .
Aiyooo , hav to buy a new one .
sigh ..
Thought of buyin contact lenses , but im SCARED !
Scared to use it . I've used it before , nadyra put on for me .
But still , im scared , dont noe why eyh .
Hahahaa !
Im lyke shakin when usin tht . :P
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Saturday, February 21, 2009
Title; SYF ! Its Not Done Yet !

Just now was my last paper , Malay .
Kinda easy , well , M.A.L.A.Y dokk !
Hahahahaa !
& yeah im so happy ! Atlast , all done !


Dance prac was tiring just now , but fun as usual !
& today we hav to learn 2 choreo .
MUST today !
As dhe rehearsal for SYF is next wk , sunday 1st march .
For dhe mix , not sure its gonna be ready but i hope it wil soon .
As ive send Abg Jamyl Abg Isaac's both choreo song .
Only left Alif to mix it
.

Btw , i love Nutz crew new song !
Abg Faliq , ur voice superb !
Alif rap dope as usual !
OOOWWWWW , I LYKE ........... :P

Sh*t ! Its seems lyke i cant go for Voguelicious's comp tmr !
Haizzz !
Due to practice . Lyke ive said , SYF SYF SYF !
Its not done yet , thts why kinda busy this week .
But anyways , GoodLuck babes !
- Voguelicious
&
- 3OT
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Monday, February 16, 2009
Title; Omg ! Thts My 1st Tyme Seein It & Hope Wont See It Again
Well i just reached home , from Punggol .
Go catch crabs & fish at Sengkang Riverside Park .
Me & my bro go to my aunts's house first at Jurong East .
After that at arnd 12am+ ,
both my uncles , both my aunts , my beloved grandma , one of my bro & me ,
drive to punggol to fish .
Well thats my uncle's fav hobby .
I followed them because im bored at home .
I am total insomnia , cant sleep at night .
& what i do is onlyne ,whereas all my fams sleepin .
aiyooo !!
Well , managed to get ONLY 1 fish , i forgot dhe name :P
& 10-12 crabs i guess .

There's teenagers torning there also .
& ask what we've got ..
Hahahaa !

& oooooo !!!
Not only me saw this ,
my aunt & uncle saw it too .
My aunt shut her mouth bt my uncle dont .
Well my uncle hear something strange ,
tht tyme arnd 4.30am .
My aunt saw a white thingy .
& me ?
I saw under dhe big messy trees ,
there's a person wearin all white , crawling ..
& dhe crawl was superb fast & then tht thing lost .
I was so scared but kept quiet inside .
Dont wanna say anything , cuz wad ive heard
from 'MISTERI JAM 12' , a radio ria station ,
its says tht dont ever say anything tht u saw .
Just kept quiet .
But yeah , tht figure of tht thing still stuck in my head .

Well , reached home at 6.15am which is now .
Tired !!!!
& ouhh , i wont be bloggin this week .
Will be busy for common test .
Wish me luck :P
Thnk u !
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Title; Happy Birthdae V !
Happy Birthday Deary Vimal Vogue :)
May All Your Wishes Come True !
Take care V & enjoy babe :)
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Sunday, February 15, 2009
Title; Happy Valentine !
Happy Valentine's Day People !

*My Beloved Nutzcrew*

-->Freekzy Nutz
<3 Alif a.K.a Aircho Artist
<3 Al-Azlan Shah a.K.a Lanz
<3 Fauzi Rashid a.K.a Slick
<3 Adam a.K.a Spike
<3 Iskandar a.K.a Brodha J

-->Lil Nutz
<3 Athirah a.K.a TiaraVoc
<3 Izzawati a.K.a BabyFlizo
<3 Shahidah a.K.a Japonica
<3 Syafiqah a.K.a Baby Aircho
<3 Diana a.K.a Kechiq
<3 Murniyati a.K.a Ladynette
<3 Nadhirah a.K.a Nadyr
<3 Rizayantie a.K.a Tienvientage

-->Funky Nutz
<3 Ridhaufi a.K.a Reed Blaze
<3 Ameer a.K.a Spark
<3 Jason a.K.a Red Sky ( hahahaa ! )
<3 Safiudin a.K.a Blitz
<3 Hafiz a.K.a Freeze
<3 Faizah a.K.a Feeza
<3 Aqilah a.K.a Akit
<3 Erlina a.K.a Dancing Queen
<3 Nabilah a.K.a eLLa ( im wishin myself valentine ? :P )
<3 Aisyah a.K.a I-sya
<3 Nisa
<3 Huda a.K.a Hudz
<3 Fazliana a.K.a Fazz

-->Groovy Nutz
<3 Gico a.K.a GroovyG DansBoy
<3 Amri
<3 Haziq a.K.a B Nick
<3 Sharifah a.K.a Shasha
<3 Amalia a.K.a B-gurl Badafly
<3 Nadya
<3 Fazeera a.K.a Eera
<3 Soe
<3 Sari
<3 Nadhirah
<3 Farhanah
<3 Sarah
<3 Qistina

-->Phat Nutz
<3 Luqman
<3 Hazwan
<3 Daniel
<3 Hairina
<3 Natasha
<3 Nadhirah
<3 Erza
<3 Rashidah
<3 Liyana
<3 Aiqah


My Beloved Babes ,
*VOGUELICIOUS*
<3 Azizul a.K.a Izzy
<3 Desmond a.K.a Tyra Banks
<3 Veron a.K.a Rihanna
<3 Isaac
<3 Fadlie
<3 Sri Alif
<3 FauziRassull a.K.a Bitch
<3 Jaz
<3 Luke
<3 Hafiz a.K.a Afez
<3 Alif
<3 Vimal
<3 Ayul
[ sorry if i miss anyone , cuz this is who i noe :) ]

*My Beloved SchoolMates*

<3 Muhammad Dinie Bin Ramli
<3 Zaki a.K.a Jackie
<3 Rahim a.K.a Ayim
<3 Zaifuldin Shah a.K.a Apul
<3 Alif a.K.a Apit
<3 Firdaus :)
<3 Aisy
<3 Luqman a.K.a Luke
<3 Huzaiyed a.K.a Ayed
<3 Fadzli a.K.a Ayul
<3 Zhen Yuan a.K.a Abang
<3 Zylyna a.K.a Lynn
<3 Jiliah a.K.a Jyl
<3 Sue a.K.a Ezzie
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Wednesday, February 11, 2009
Title; We Love His Choreo :)
Abg Isaac's choreo was really a blast !
He choreo-ed for us 2 songs .
-Kitty Box by Lil'Kim
-Bamboo Banga by M.I.A
Thnks to hym :) We really love it !
Abg Isaac also explain bout
-What
-How
-When
-Why
Voguelicious is borned/all about .
I totally agreed with all dhe words that he said .
He also gave us advices tht not to be arrogant when we are at
dhe top . Also dont backstab people .
Just say it straight to dhe face if we hate tht particular person .

Well , i intro Abg Isaac & Nutzcrew dhe game tht i played with my classmates ,
'DONT LAUGH' !!
& we played together , making one circle .
A 24 years old guy sittin on tht circle , on dhe floor ,
crowded with 15-17 years old girls .
OMG ! Cute though :)

Its so not gonna end if i post it from start to end .
Hahahahaa !
What i can say is , ..
'I/WE LOVE ABG ISAAC'S SESSION'
&
'Abg Isaac lose for dhe 'Dont Laugh' game & get punished by dhe gurls :P ,
.... AAAAA-DDUUYYYYYYYY !!! .... '
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Tuesday, February 10, 2009
Title; We r just close people . Ive said this lots of tymes !
I REALLY LOVE TO PLAY THAT GAME , ' DONT LAUGH ' WITH MY GUYS CLASSMATE !!!
Hahahaha !!
Its help me to forget all my stress .. && ,
well ev'one knows im lyke 85% love sleepin in class ,
especially if the subject is totally bored !
But yeah , ive improved !
I am no longer sleepin in class after i play this game with them .
Cuz its lyke most of the tymes we play .
Hahahahhaa !

Well , again , i hav to maq this really2 clear that Diny is just my friend .
& im sure he treat me the same too .. Not more so dont get confused !
We r just close but not more kay . Dont get misunderstanding .
& well if u guys heard that he called me baby , which he did most of the tymes ,
that is just a joke ouhkay . & i treat that call of baby lyke a close fren ,
not as his baby . & yeah , i love hym cuz he is my partner in classrm &
he is my cloze fren , thats all .
Guess u guys should be more open in ur mind ayte !

See u tmr Abg Isaac :)
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Saturday, February 7, 2009
Title; Happiness :)
Heyy again ! Sorry for not updating as im kinda busy with lyfe nowadays .
Projects , homeworks everywhr . & im also the committe for the design arts
in my class now & also busy with my dance prac .
Hahahaa ! Nowadays , i me & my guys classmate keep on playin a game called ,
'DONT LAUGH' . So dhe funny !
The game is lyke this , ...
1st . We hav to maq 1 circle , maq sure evryone face can be seen .
2nd . When someone shouted , 'START' , no one can laugh anymore , all serious .
3rd . Anyone who hav jokes in their mind , just say it OUT LOUD ! & theperson that sayin his/her jokes , can laugh , but the rest , also can laugh but no teeth should be seen .
4th . If ur teeth is seen , U LOSE & U WILL BE PUNISHED !

HAhahahha !! Well , im dhe only girl insyde the game , so i dun get the punch lyke what the guys got . They just 'jentek' me .. umm i dunnoe wads in english , hahah !!
But its pain though , as u noe , guys's hand .OUCHH ! Zaki jentek me at my ears ,ARGHH !! Pain !
Well , i love this game :)
Been playin it since last week .
My cheek is so pain & my face turn red !
Hahahah ! Not only me but everyone ! :)
Till our teachers fed up & giv up with us .
& also the relief teacher .
HAHHAHA !!
Notty .. !!!

Dance prac was so , .. i must say , Great but hahaha , idk :P
We , girls , hav to learn how to backflip & the guys will hold us .
Its so difficult but i kept tryin .
Yes i did it !
But with Alif .
But too bad he is not my partner , my partner is Ameer .
So funny ! I guess if there's no mat , im goin to crashed my face & ev'thing .
Cuz i keep falling & its so PAIN !!

& Isaac from Voguelicious/Fhunkie Stylers ,
will come & teach vogueing Nutz crew Syf's girls .
OMG OMG OMG !!!
Hahahah !
He'll be cuming on 10 feb{tues) .
&& Mazlan , will be Nutz crew permanent instructor too !!
OMG OMG !
Hhahaha , its lyke wad ive wished for & prayed for ,
hav come true :)
Thanks God !
& hope that another wished/prayed of mine , will come true too :)
&& Nasir , 1 of the best bboy , thats wad Abg Jamyl says ,
will be cuming too on 10 feb(tues) ,
to teach Nutz crew guys & Groovy nutz's girls to break .
So yeah ..
Wow ! got lotz of profesional coming down & teach us .
Im so happy & thanks God for ev'thin !
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Tuesday, February 3, 2009
Title; im busy with lyfe now
Ouhkay well . Actually today some of the Nutz'crew ,
[me , feeza , nadyra , din , reed , haziq] ,
hav to maq/prepare for our Nutz'crew propz for both dancework & syf .
But Mr Saz not ready/design for the things that we r doing & also ,
we havent bought the things yet . The wood cost $60 & we hav to ask
the money from the teacher-in-charge . Hope this propz can finish asap .
But i noe its gonna taq months as we nid to design it , draw it , paint it , cut it
& etc .. everything hav to be done perfectly as its a big thingy to me
& also to my crew mates . & we must pleased our instructor,Abg Jamyl & our teacher-in-charge .
Ouh yaa , feeza & erlyna told me that Abg Jamyl said that we r goin to get a new instructor , so total , we r havin 2 instructor . Its either Ate Kate [miss her!] or Abg Mazlan .. Not comfirmed yet but i want both :) Hehee ! & ouhyaa , Abg Jamyl also said that pretty soon one of the b-boying guy gonna come & teach us about breakdancing . Cool. Its been a long tyme i didnt break , after im into Ate Kate's steps[girlish steps]. & i will definitely sure that im gonna slack in breakdancing , trust me Alif . But i'll keep in pace :)

Well , congratz to our soccer team for winning the tournament just now ,
with Assumption English Sec Sch .
6-3
really proud of u guys :)
& im so sorry my boys for not watching u guys as im busy helping Gico
for the Groovy'Nutz's Girls for danceworks .
but atleast i got cheer for u guys for the first 15 mins ryte .. :)

Get baq my Maths test result just now . My teacher was quite pissed off
with the whole class as its lyke half the class failed . I hav to accept all the
lectures & nagging & etc from my teacher as i did not even touch my books for revising , eventhough i knew there was a test that day . But im so surprised that i passed that paper , eventhough its not flying colours . I get 13 out of 25 . Its a just pass but its still a pass ryte ? Hahaa ! & tmr , im gonna hav a Social Studies's test . OUH BORED ! i hate it ! & gonna hav Geography's test on this cuming thurs[5 feb] . Haizz .. ! Test eve'where . TSK ! I hav to study as i dont want to be lyke gong gong when sitting for the test .

Ouhkay i can see that my splits is lyke improving , i guess . But yaa , it is !
Thanks to all ppl who teaches me & givin me some tips of it . Really i used all tips u guys gived me . Hahahaa ! Really apreciate it truckloadz ! Its improving but not that well done . Its taq quite sometymes though .
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Monday, February 2, 2009
Title; Someone Special
There's someone special in my life
Who doesn't know I care
I wish I could let him know it
But let it show , I wouldn't dare

I don't want to even risk it
I don't want to even try
For if he knew I felt this way
I'd feel insecure and shy

I never thought I'd feel this way
I never thought I'd care
There's something in that smile of his
That makes me stop and stare

How can I tell if he likes me ?
Will he ever look my way ?
I'll keep my feelings hidden for now
And save them for another day.
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Sunday, February 1, 2009
Title; Chingay '09
i've lost my voice due to shouting , screaming & etc
during chingay :)
i really love it ar .
& ouh ,
really a big thanks to Desmond for the tix .
here's a big hug for u my BearBear ;)
& ouh , we r damn really sorry for being late to meet u guys & taq the tix .
sorry eyh .
We hav to meet Voguelicious at 5pm at opposyte Funan .
But we reached there at arnd 5.15 or 5.20pm . Due to ,
1st - girls are really takin hours for dressed .
2nd - FUNAN ?? hahah ! i thought Punan :P
Lucky i saw abg hafiz & saiful .
OMG ! I SAW SAIFUL !! :)
I TRUCKLOADZ MISS HYM !
& IM SO HAPPY GET TO SEE HYM ,HEES :)
& so abg hafiz direct me the way to go to FUNAN .
but abg hafiz very funny !
he said , 'PUNANG ?'
hahah ! i laugh !
& yupp , meet Voguelicious there .
Hugs & cheek kiss :)
& pass the tix & talk2 for awhile then go straight to chingay .
sitted & yaa , waiting for #12 float :)
& now wad ?
FAUZIRASSULL sit same row as us but not side by side . but its near though :)
took picx wid hym & too sad to sae didnt taq picx with voguelicious wearing that cute bees's costume .
they r cute !!!
the fireworks so loud but nice !
i shout & shout & shout & ive lost my voice ..
also shout so loud when #12 float comes :)
& Veron & Des wave their hands towards me & feeza .
how sweet :)
love them !
TRUCKLOADZ !
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