IT'S SO HARD TO PRETEND NOT TO LOVE A PERSON WHEN YOU REALLY DO.

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ELLA Tamara Bleszynski. 6 april 1993. West Side. Juying Secondary School. O Level This Year. A Dancer But Being An Actress Is My Biggest Dream. NUTZCREW repp FunkyNutz. Red & Adidas Freak ! Single But Unavailable.

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Saturday, February 28, 2009

Title; A Real Man Cry .

* cryin *

idk whr shld i start .

idk how shld i start ............

umm , ......

:'(

i cant forget bout wad happened just now , really .

& i must say tht ,

I LOVE NUTZCREW !!

& I LOVE DIN !!

i knew i was rude just now , or mayb SO rude to my vice capt .

i am so f*cked up just now , really .

& i cant control my anger & let it off to Muhd Safiudin Bin Rassoll (vice capt) .

umm ,

i wont blog it here to let dhe whole world exactly noe wad had happened just now .

i guess its between Nutzcrew fam .

To Din ,

im so terribly sorry !

i didnt meant to .

i knew tht ev'1 make mistakes in our lyfe .

aku tau tu ..

aku tk sala kan ko din , aku pon tk sala kan nutzcrew .

aku yg sala .

i didnt giv u dhe opportunity to explain .

i am so selfish !

i take things for granted .

:'( * cryin *

Din , thnks for dhe hugs u gav me just now ,

for me to cry on ur shoulder ,

& for u to cry on mine .

i really treasure u lots Din !

To Abg Jamyl ,

Really u r dhe important man in us .

Gave us advice , support us since i am sec 1 till now .

& i guess , if u didnt stop me just now ,

i will even go further .

Thnks Abg Jamyl .

For dhe scoldings , dhe advices , dhe hugs .

i will take it all tht in a positive way .

& u'v make me realised my mistakes , my stupid mistakes !

u r dhe best Abg Jamyl , :'( .

To Nutz Crew ,

i am so sorry to all of u .

& on behalf of Jason , Izza , Nadyr , Gico , Lyna & Riza ,

we r really sorry to cause this problem .

& i hope tht u guys learnt from us , NOT to do it .

Juniors , please dont follow this bad attitude from us .

i want u guys to concentrate on your dancework which is on 21st march ayte .

please please please ..

atleast , masok final , top 3 for Nutzcrew ouhkay .

i got faith in u guys & girls !

& Seniors , i noe its diff. to forget this .

even i myself now still cryin bout this .

its ouhkay if u wanna call me emo or what .

cuz its pain for me to hold on to my tears inside .

im just lettin it off all .

lets put this aside first .

& concentrate on our syf .

omg dhe rehearsal is in 2 daes tyme .

Lets do it once & do it a good one ayte .

I love Nutzcrew !

its really a cryin dae for Nutzcrew today .

& i wont forget tht .

its a good thing to let out all ur hidden feelins .

Thnks Abg Jamyl to hav tht session .

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