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Friday, March 27, 2009
Title; my Honesty . NC , Vogues , Izzy . Read This For You Guys
Its tyme to be honest .
i dont wanna hide anything from my love ones ,
Nutzcrew & Voguelicious .
To my beloved Nutzcrew ,yes i am joining a competition with other people .me & faizah will be joining them .. afez from Voguelicious
. alyv from Voguelicious
. meow meow
& both me & faizah .
We are called as DB Star* .
& we are joining a competition called ,
'Smack That' which is on 11 april . syf is still syf .we will still come down for every practices with u guys .thts our promise-d .& of course u guys are still my crew ,my 1st crew !
To Voguelicious ,
actually , we wanna give it a pass to this comp ,
but Fadlie from Voguelicious really support us ,
really encourage us & give a positive impact which
make us stronger & have dhe mentality of dont give up .
So does Voguelicious , thts include Abg Isaac .
then afez & alyv called me & sort things up .
if its not because of Voguelicious & thts include Abg Isaac ,
i think , we will not joining this comp & thts it .
really a big thnks to them !
yeah , if they are angry or mad at dhe 5 of us( DB Star* ) ,
to formed dhe grp without anything ( permission & etc ) ,
i wont taq all dhe scoldings in negative ways .
infact , i will taq each words tht come out from their mouth
in a positive way , seriously .
& also at dhe same tyme i will learn not to repeat dhe same mistakes
again .
its lyke omg , i really love them & im their no.1 fan .
how can a no.1 fan did this ?!
i did regret .
& dhe most thing tht nearly maq me cry , ( but im not cryin , NEARLY )
is tht , Fadlie chatted with me & really2 gave me support !
& i mean he really really really really gave me support .
its difficult to put into words but all of his words are kept in my heart ,
forever ! i wont forget all tht & its a lesson to be learned actually .
Last tyme , yes i am a crazy fan of u guys !
But now , u guys are really my STAR , my IDOL & my INSPIRATION !
Voguelicious are my S.I.I :D
& to my beloved Izzy ,
i beg u not to be out from Voguelicious .
really really really really really really
seriously seriously seriously seriously seriously seriously .
ur journal stated this ,
'' well, i had speak my mind to
isaac jazz luke veron and fauzi
that i may not join voguelicious anymore ''
did u know how my expression lyke when reading it ??
i was in a big great shock-ed !!!
i nvr ever thought tht u gonna type tht down .
its maq me total sad after i read it .
maybe u have some problems or issues with Voguelicious ,
i dont know .
but here ur crazy fan begging u not to stop dancing with Voguelicious :(
i mean its ouhkay to taq a break &
i do know tht ur whole body are aching !
i know .
bt atleast once in a while , go for a event with Voguelicious . bt wadeva it is ,AS LONG AS YOU'RE HAPPY !on what u r doing , then thts fine :Dyess , thts ur line in capital letters at my tagboard :)
& u even stated tht ,
' and geetin a stable job, that i can make it as a career ' .
frankly speaking ,
i never ever forget to say each & everyone of Voguelicious's name
& pray for dhe goods & blessing from God in my prayers ,
ever since i knew u guys , really !!
& yes , i hope tht u gonna have tht stable job soon kays ..
lastly i wanna say is tht ,
I MISS U LYKE , ALOT ALOT ALOT !
i miss chatting with u .
& now , dhe only way for me to know dhe updates of ur lyfe
is through ur journal .
thts why last week on dancewerk when i see ur face je ,
i shouted ur name & yeahh ..
but i understand tht u r busy with ur Hougang sec ,
so nah its ouhkay .
& ur Hougang sec , very Voguelicious ;)
nice one Izzy .
Taq care .
love u !
<3
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ELLA Tamara Bleszynski.
6 april 1993.
West Side.
Juying Secondary School.
O Level This Year.
A Dancer But Being An Actress Is My Biggest Dream.
NUTZCREW repp FunkyNutz.
Red & Adidas Freak !
Single But Unavailable.
