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ELLA Tamara Bleszynski.
6 april 1993.
West Side.
Juying Secondary School.
O Level This Year.
A Dancer But Being An Actress Is My Biggest Dream.
NUTZCREW repp FunkyNutz.
Red & Adidas Freak !
Single But Unavailable.
TSK !! zaki , dinie , huzaiyed , ayim , farhan , luqman , alif ,, basically sec 4na malay guys gonna watch xmen dhe origins todae . they asked me to follow them but i really cant ! not tht im arrogant or wad but i got dance prac for my cuzz's birthdae party . & secondly , i dont watch xmen . sorry !! :D so dont call me kerek or wad eyh . of course i nvr forget ya'll . just tht , tht prac is more important than XMEN ORIGIN krg tuu .. hehee !! :P have fun later then !! :D my mom very , NOTTYY !! i hate it ! she knew i scared of ghost . & yesterdae got this ghost story at TV3 , about pocong . i was in my room playin computer . she's in her room , waiting for tht movie to start . when dhe movie start , she shouted , ' ella cepat ella !! pocong ..............!!!!!!!! die lompat2 !!! ' i was so scared ! imagine only dhe both of us in dhe house yesterdae . i quickly run to her room without switchin off everything ! & i saw pocong at dhe tv ! so scared !!! & my mom was scared too ! i'll post dhe movie at my blog if i got dhe video of it . dhe movie was fun but scary to dhe max ! & now , dhe face of tht pocong still in my head !!
omg !! i start to love hym ,, baq .... his sweet words & all , reminds me of our last tyme , our past ... :( im in love with my ex ,.... bt im not sure , 100% . cuz tht person is still glue-d in my heart <3
ouhkay , i hav to meet izza , jason & akit at pioneer mall macd :) study laa .................. nxt week exams , shitttooosss !!!!
im sick !! :( hate it , all dhe coughin , sore throat & keep on doin , 'ehem ehem ' ... aiyooo !!! im so pissed off of everything ! come on laa people all grow up please ! basically , i feel lyke givin everybody a punch on their face siaa . really ! pardon me , im so pissed off of someone . not someone , but there's quite a few act. . reallyy got no mood todae , & people givin troubles & all . krg tk peneng , aku yg peneng siakk tgk attitude krg ! stop givin troubles ar . i wann peace , not pissed u fcuk ! wadeva ....... wasting tyme dealing with u !
im feelin headache plus giddy plus ... EVERYTHING !! i didnt eat anythin todae , except a slice of plain bread , before i went to dance prac . really i feel very , i dont know how to describe . i was so pissed off in dance due to some reasons . some more people making troubles !!!! baeq2 abg jamyl ad mood , jady tkd mood ! sepak dahi krg , aiyooo !!! thnks to nadyra for cheering me up . agaknye moodswing kott ! yeah babe , i think im pissed off with everyone cuz of my sickness , my headache-ness & everything . esp. PIMPLES !!! fcuk im growin pimples in my forehead ! got 5 pimps !! haizzz !!!!
eyh boy , whr's ur manners ??!! chee _ _ _ !
mid year exams cuming in 2 weeks tyme . & im still so restless ! also not feelin well ! i cant taq it anymore ! really i cant !!!!!! wad ive been thru , is more than enough !! wads up with my lyfe these daes ? i didnt noe myself ! im so no energy . maybe lack of foods & water . ive tried to eat , but no appetite . there's lyke a stone in my throat & its difficult for me to swallow anything . its taste-less in everything ! been putting vicks on my nose & throat , been putting 'minyak kapak' at my forehead , ( i noe this sound so grandma ) been eating panadols , but also didnt work .
thought of not cuming to school tmr , but i cant absent myself tmr ! i dont wanna trouble people lyke how people trouble me !!! cuz tmr there's full dress rehearsal for speech dae . i dont wanna become troublemaker . i'll stay strong eventho im not . no one can help me except myself ! encouragements from all of u is good enough ald , thnk u ...... i hope it gettin abit better tmr , hope so ..... :( pray for me people . i cant taq it anymore :'( ayte im going sleep now .
omg !! tmr is syf ! nutzcrew hav to reached sch by 6.30am . *sleepy* ' GIVE US DHE STAGE , WE'LL ROCK IT FOR YA ! ' yeahh , thts nutzcrew motto , nutzcrew vision :) lets do whats we've been practising ev'dae guys ... this gonna be my last competition for dhe school , & im gonna do very best ! jyeahh !! wil be stepping down soon , end of this april . & then hav to focus on n-level , wad dhe ....... haizz !!! i love dhe COSTUME !!!! love it love it !! GICO !!! , lets do our acting professionally tmr ayte . i trust u , alot ! sorry i pushed u harshly just now , it was an accident : & ur acting alryte , dont worry ! ur superb babe ! ALIF !!! , i trust u too ! tht u wont let me fall down when u r carrying me .. trust u & ur muscle ! hahahaa !! :D lets do our best nutzcrew ! & kak Julie , dhe malay dancers's instructor , gonna make up for us , hehehe ! thnk u kak , for helping us !
tmr meeting alif , ameer , jason , gico , din & izza at xingnan's bus stop at 5.30am . whoever wanna join us , just join & meet at xingnan's bus stop ayte . & we'll go for our breakfast together , maybe at wak din , macdonald or .... any coffeshop tht is 24 hours .... :) i miss roti prata .....but i'll get stomach ache after tht , hmmm ... :( i cant eat in dhe morning .. i'll definitely go to dhe toilet ! irritating u noe !
im not gonna sleep tonight ... cuz if i go to bed , close my eyes & go to sleep , im gonna be late for tmr ... FOR SURE !! dhe only thing is just , lying down on bed & dont sleep ! yupp , so wad am i gonna do ? from now till 12am - chats/surf net . 12am till 2am - mistery jam 12 :) 2am till 3am - chats/bloghoppin/surf nets . 3am till 3.30am - MR BEAN show at channel 5 :D 3.30am till 4am - surf internet , again ( idk wad to do ) or mayb pack my things & charge my hp,mp3 & psp for syf 4am till 5.15am - bath & get ready ev'thing . & at 5.15 , im gonna go out & maq my way to xingnan's bus stop . i think im gonna reach thr on tyme ... , hope so ...... yupp , so dont worry Gico , i'll giv u morning call tmr at , as wad ive promised u :) maq sure u tie tht phone using rubber bands around ur ears before goin to sleep so tht u can hear me calling u ouhkay !!!
no any lessons for tmr , being EXCUSED :D nutzcrew gonna chill plus marking out plus full out ... at either learning room or ava room .. cuz music room cnnt as thr's choir , cuz they got syf too tmr but theirs is in afternoon . ours is in morning , at 10.45 is our performance .. wanna use dance room , but dance room not air-conditioning .. abg Jamyl wants air-conditioner room jer eyh ... ! actually , we want it also :P hehehehe !!
SBDC was great ! funny laa sheikh haiqel ! *laughs* & congratz to Joyce & Dhe Boys who made it to Las Vegas !!!! omg !!! judges was a big 'WOW' ! :)
& i love SICK ! especially Mazlan <3 he nvr ever make me to stop watching at his grooves and all . he attracts my attention alot till my eyes cant move to see his another crew members . my eyes were stick on hym thru out his performance just now ! he attracts me alot eyh !! abg Jamyl , when will he become our instructor ye ?? :)
Congratz to Funky Groove !!!! Champion eyh ........ u guys did great . also dhe Roses :)
we got Rihanna in dhe house ....... kak Zeela , Isaac & Alif :) super super great !! will upload dhe vids if i hav dhe tyme aytes ..
went to west coast plaza , to support Freekzy Nutz , Pinkdollars , Game Over , Limited Edition , Flairnation :D they are dope !! all of them are great eventho some didnt make it to finals . went to jurong point with nadyra to watch dhe preview of SBDC tmr . meet my stars , Isaac & Sri Alif :D yes they gonna be dhe guest performance for tmr , together with kak Zeela . all dhe best ! :) i noe they gonna do great tmr , no doubt !
today was tired ... so eyh !!! today's lessons , i nvr pay any attention to any subject . im either sleeping or jokes around with my crazy people , DINIE , ZAKI , AIYED & ZAI :) they are loved truckloads !! 2.4km run was tired todae . idky eyh .. feel lyke stopping & just walk . but i got a high mindset , i guess .. i keep on talking to myself saying , ' no ella dont stop . Voguelicious & Aaron Aziz is all waiting for you at dhe school gate ! ' ... hahahhaa !! yes its lame lyke hell !! i smiled at myself when ive reached dhe school gate , cuz wad i can see is dhe security guard & teachers only .. :P nahh i just said lyke tht to myself cuz its gives me dhe energy to run faster to reached to dhe school gate which is dhe ending point , thts all .. i noe Voguelicious & Aaron Aziz wont be at dhe school gate , FOR SURE lyke duhhh !!! its just tht it gives me dhe energy when i heard Voguelicious .. & Aaron Aziz ... :) hahhahaa ! people out thr , u can try this experiment too ! try imagine ur love ones waiting for u . im sure u gonna run non stop to reach dhe destinations . try it !! its lame yet fun :P
& my 2.4 timing is ...... 14:59 :) yeah i passed ! & tmr gonna be dhe 5 stations ..
for my oral mid year examinations , i get A1 for english . & A2 for malay . im now waiting to sit for dhe paper on May , which i havent start with any revisions yet . cuz im busy with dance prac . im so happy yet tired ! but i enjoyed my lifes :)
firstly thanks to my , .. families , nutzcrew , classmates , friends , teachers , principal :D , & everyone !!! for dhe sweet sms-es , offline msg-es , taggy , comments , hugs , wishes , cakes , presents && BASHES !!! also , PINCHES & PLUCKing !!! fcuk !! its blue black all over my body ! all over ? bedeq nye !! hahahhaa !! i mean my hand , my betes & peher ( leg ) . my hair !!! Zaki & Kamm wanted to plucked my hair for 16 tymes ! wtf ?!! & yes they did , but not till 16 . its around 5 plucked i guess cuz i was shouting lyke hell . hahahahaa !! alot of thnks to , AYIM for ' jentek ' me at my hand for 16 tymes . ZAIFULDIN for farting 2 tymes infront of my face . ZAKI for plucking my hairs . KAMM for plucking my hairs . GICO , REED , DIN , ALIF for slapping my peher for 16 tymes ( dhe leg part ) . AKIT , NADYR , IQAH for boxing my back & i dunnoe how many they box me ald cuz they keep on boxing lyke nobody bussiness ( ouch pain gurls ! ) . AMALIA for pinching all over my body for 16 tymes . ERLINA for slapping my betes ( dhe leg part ) . THT GUY for dhe hugs :) ( no,no ! not boyfy . its my BFF ) ABG JAMYL who pinched my hand & asked me to count from 1 thousand till 16 thousands !!!!!!!!! ITS PAIN & NOW ITS BLUE BLACK !! thnks everybody ! much appreciated ! hahahahaa ! thnks to CLASSMATES & NUTZCREW for singing me a bufdae song :) thnks to those cakes & presents too <3 ouhkay gtg !! going out to celeb !!!! :D
& all dhe best to my beloved MALAY DANCERS ( betari diani ) & BAND MEMBERS for syf todae :)
todae is danceworks final , held at bellini grande . went thr with fadlie phat inc ( random eyh ) . & yeah , to be honest , i love all performances from all group ! especially dhe open cat , a big wow !! & before i went thr , my instinct said tht Fantastix gonna clenched dhe champion . & its true !! :D but to me , everyone of them is doing great just now ! & i love it :)
yupp2 , i enjoyed myself just now .. with jason :) we act lyke we r clubbing & all , cuz its a clubbing place ryte :P & i said this to dhe waiter in a very slang american style :P , ' excuse me sir ! can i hav wine please ? ' . hahaha !! abg jamyl , ms nada & dhe rest was lyke laughing at me & jason ! but then dhe waiter only gav us a fruit juice :D
after dhe dancework end , me , jason , murni & marissa went to orchard to eat ove thr . & jason wanna buy shoe for himself . we eat at cahaya restaurant . then jason meet his ' friend ' , whereas me , murni & marissa went to YP to chill , but thr's alot of ppl cuz thr's rock band performances .. hmmmph !! then , iqah & nadyr called us to meet them at taka & chill ove thr . so yeah , we went to taka & meet them .. we chill on dhe rock thr , lying & sitting down from 7 plus till 9 plus .. we talked nonsence & all .. :P & i reached home nearly 11pm .
grandma is sleeping over my house tonight , yeah !! gonna hear lots of ghost stories from her tonight then :D love it ! but at dhe same tyme , im scared !! blanket please !!!
Just reached home about 30 mins ago from practice . & i nid a rest . just wanted to blog about ,... OMG EVERYTHING IS DONE , except 1 song & theme not chosen yet ! im lovin' it ! yeah2 .. hehe !!
& thnks to mom , who massage for me from shoulder to toe :) put yoko-yoko laa .. hahha ! sound so very old .. but she said by putting tht , my aching will cure faster . wadeva it takes mom !! i wann it to be cured asap :)
its april !! where is my april babies ???!!! here u go :D - Reed Nutzcrew.2 april - Riza Nutzcrew.4 april - Syayie Kak Due Hari.4 april - Fadlie Voguelicious.4 april - Din Nutzcrew.5 april - Ella Nutzcrew.6 april ( :P ) - Sri Alif Voguelicious.12 april - Aqilah Nutzcrew.17 april - Khairul Voguelicious.18 april && of course , we nutzcrew gonna hav syf on 15 april . && dancework final on 4 april . &&& , SBDC final on 12 april . lets rock dhe stage nutzcrew , hehehe ! :D
ELLA Tamara Bleszynski.
6 april 1993.
West Side.
Juying Secondary School.
O Level This Year.
A Dancer But Being An Actress Is My Biggest Dream.
NUTZCREW repp FunkyNutz.
Red & Adidas Freak !
Single But Unavailable.
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