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ELLA Tamara Bleszynski. 6 april 1993. West Side. Juying Secondary School. O Level This Year. A Dancer But Being An Actress Is My Biggest Dream. NUTZCREW repp FunkyNutz. Red & Adidas Freak ! Single But Unavailable.

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Monday, April 20, 2009
Title; S.I.C.K !

im sick !! :(
hate it ,
all dhe coughin , sore throat & keep on doin ,
'ehem ehem ' ...
aiyooo !!!
im so pissed off of everything !
come on laa people all grow up please !
basically ,
i feel lyke givin everybody a punch on their face siaa .
really !
pardon me , im so pissed off of someone .
not someone , but there's quite a few act. .
reallyy got no mood todae ,
& people givin troubles & all .
krg tk peneng , aku yg peneng siakk tgk attitude krg !
stop givin troubles ar .
i wann peace , not pissed u fcuk !
wadeva .......
wasting tyme dealing with u !

im feelin headache plus giddy plus ...
EVERYTHING !!
i didnt eat anythin todae , except a slice of plain bread ,
before i went to dance prac .
really i feel very , i dont know how to describe .
i was so pissed off in dance due to some reasons .
some more people making troubles !!!!
baeq2 abg jamyl ad mood , jady tkd mood !
sepak dahi krg , aiyooo !!!
thnks to nadyra for cheering me up .
agaknye moodswing kott !
yeah babe , i think im pissed off with everyone
cuz of my sickness , my headache-ness & everything .
esp. PIMPLES !!!
fcuk im growin pimples in my forehead !
got 5 pimps !! haizzz !!!!

eyh boy , whr's ur manners ??!!
chee _ _ _ !

mid year exams cuming in 2 weeks tyme .
& im still so restless !
also not feelin well !
i cant taq it anymore !
really i cant !!!!!!
wad ive been thru ,
is more than enough !!
wads up with my lyfe these daes ?
i didnt noe myself !
im so no energy .
maybe lack of foods & water .
ive tried to eat , but no appetite .
there's lyke a stone in my throat &
its difficult for me to swallow anything .
its taste-less in everything !
been putting vicks on my nose & throat ,
been putting 'minyak kapak' at my forehead ,
( i noe this sound so grandma )
been eating panadols ,
but also didnt work .

thought of not cuming to school tmr ,
but i cant absent myself tmr !
i dont wanna trouble people lyke
how people trouble me !!!
cuz tmr there's full dress rehearsal for
speech dae .
i dont wanna become troublemaker .
i'll stay strong eventho im not .
no one can help me except myself !
encouragements from all of u is good enough ald ,
thnk u ......
i hope it gettin abit better tmr , hope so ..... :(
pray for me people .
i cant taq it anymore :'(
ayte im going sleep now .

& ,

good luck to VOGUELICIOUS for tmr oktolive :D

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