im sad sad sad , so sad ..... very very sad !
before tht , i apologize for not updating .
yeah i miss blogging !
i miss surfing nets & all , as now im busy with exams .
left 2 papers , chemistry (18/5) & malay listening (19/5) .
ouhkay back to tht .
im so very so sad !
please tell me dhe reasons of it , YOU !
i cant read your mind & thts why i need you to say it .
tell me , eventho its hurt me .
cuz you're hurting me then by this way , really .
by not telling me .
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nevermind , but i'll wait .
by the way ,
one of my indonesian's friend pass-ed away on 11/5 at 4am .
im shock-ed get to know the news .
i thought they were joking but , its real .
i cant get to see hym for the rest of my life anymore ,
Endhi , rest in peace .
aku akan sentiasa ingat sama kamu .
waktu kamu ke singapurr , itu semua memories buat aku .
aku akan slalu doa untuk kamu .
i miss you Endhi :( ....
ouhkay , * breathe in deep * .
alright , lets put all sadness aside , first .
this whole week , what i did was ,
go to school for exams , then back home , bath ,
then go to either pioneer/gekpoh's macd for gossips
plus 'studying' with my jokers friends & get home arnd 10.30pm .
well , 'studying' with Zaki , Dinie , Rahym , Huzaiyed , Luqman ,
Farhan , Shukor , Hasif , Izzawati was damn damn , fun :D
Zaki , alot of nonsence topic come out from hym !!
about his son/daughter's name when he has them one day .
hahahahaas !
weirdo name i tell you !
minah , mas , tura , gurr gaaa , .....
alot laa ! all L.A.M.E !
then he 'called' all his sons/daughters's name with his very guy voice .
siakk ar !
anak Zaki ramai pe ..
hahhaaas !
then Dinie said he wanna name his daughter my name & izzawati name ,
combined : Izzawati Nur Nabilah Binte Muhammad Dinie .
cheyyy2 , style pe !
he said so tht he will remember us when calling his daughter .
lyke real only !
mcm isteri ko agree gytu eyh , hahahaas !
ouhkay basically , we're talking about our future . :)
lotsa fun with them .
& lyke usual , when i meet Dinie , i'll 'fight' with hym .
he started first , always !
then atlast , he mrajok .
i very malas want to pujok .
mrajok2 , kalah kan pompan !
menyampah !!! hmmph !
yeah , love them !
they always there for me & im so touched sometymes .
i hope we will not be separated , & i hope all of us go to
sec 5 together .
if not , we meet up ayte :)
i so cant wait for dhe outings with u guys !!!
SENTOSA , BOWLING , MOVIES !!!!!!! ( june hols)
& i wanna go escap theme pak , again , can ?
i cant forget when we go in to dhe ghost house .
so undescribe-able !
girls all dont wanna walk & keep shouting , while
guys keep on pushing dhe ' human ghost ' .
hahahhaas !
its scary , at the same tyme i laughs lyke hell !
Guys sometymes are so , what the malay says , 'STEP BAGOS' !
they wanna protect the gurls so , Zaki & Farhan walk infront
while all dhe gurls behind them & behind dhe gurls , there's
a few guys to protect us from behind .
Then Zaki & Farhan , Mr Step Bagos ny , walked infront & then ,
we walked in the wrong room & there's pocong !
gurls shout lyke hell !
guys too , hahhahahahahaa !
ouhkay , Shiykin's leg got someone step laa ,
nadyra's shirt got someone pulled .
its so fun & its all memories ! <3
omg ! im so touched by what Abg Jamyl type-d in his blogger .
hehe !
i love u too bro ! <3
ELLA Tamara Bleszynski.
6 april 1993.
West Side.
Juying Secondary School.
O Level This Year.
A Dancer But Being An Actress Is My Biggest Dream.
NUTZCREW repp FunkyNutz.
Red & Adidas Freak !
Single But Unavailable.
