restless .....
arghhh !!
im so stress-ed !
stress bout dance , prelims and N level , bout some loves ,
bout some decision , really !
i know you guys dont get me .
but im truly so stress about my surroundings !
why ? why good things happened and it was so fast to be end-ed ??????!!!
i simply dont understand !
ouh yes im so sad hearing that news from hym but ,
im trying to help though , but ,
its real difficult .
i dont want hym to say that all his effort all wasted ,
i dont want cuz things has to change .
i love you and you and i dont want to hurt anyone of you guys .
<3

im so busy , june hols lyk not june hols lyke that :(
& eye bag was lyke growing lyke that .
aiyooooo .
want to sleep but i cant .
i need someone to entertain me or atleast talk to me .
till sometymes i was in the phone the whole night till 6am .
aiyoooooo .....

i got alot to do .
10 june - NC prac 10am to idk .
11 june - my cuzz sunat .
12 june - NC prac 10am to idk . then went UDC prac 4pm to idk .
13 june - my cuzz engagement . then UDC prac 4pm to idk .
14 june - kenduri bout my cuzz sunat .
15 june - NC prac . then went to east coast for outing . gonna ask for early leave .
16 june - NC camp
17 june - NC camp
18 june - NC prac
19 june - UDC prac
20 june - UDC prac
21 june - NOTHING !!! :)
22 june - Maths Class 10.30am to idk .
23 june - eng class idk what tyme to what tyme , hehehhe ! as long as i turn up :)
24 june - performance at united square with UDC <3
25 june - not comfirm
26 june - not comfirm
27 june - not comfirm
28 june - not comfirm
29 june - start schooling ! gosh !!! prelims on july !!!!!!!!!!!
7 july - performance at swiss hotel with NC <3 && Azizul going NS :(
11 july - performance at AYG near taka there with NC <3
11 august - performance at some town area for the full whole 1 hour & get paid for $5000 !!!!!!
goshhhh !!! this big event . Abg Faliq will be helping us with this 1 hour show with Abg Jamyl . omg !!! we will not just be doing dance .
also rapping , acting , singing & whatsoever ......
& not forgeting N level on august , fcuk !

i cant fail my prelims and N level cuz i have to show to my parents that i can
cope with my pack schedule of dance with my studies .
so that they wont nag at me that much ...
& also show to everyone .
but i havent start studying yet :(
i got no time .
the only time to study that best is at fcuking real morning
at arnd 2am , seriously .
as that is the time where i didnt do anything .
omg , i think yes i should do that .
nvm i'll sacrifice everything .
sacrifice my sleeping tyme , my eye bags that surely will have sooner
or later .
yeahhhhh ,.....
should do for both parents ,
families , Nutzcrew , Voguelicious , principal , teachers , school ,
friends , everyone laa i know :)
also to my instructor abg Jamyl :)
also to my fav.dancer Mazlan , omg !
also to my fav.actress , as you guys know ..
TAMARA NATHALIA KRISTINA MAYAWATI BLESZYNSKI ...
hahhaa , whatever !!
haha full name kappaaaa .. :)
kay insya-Allah i will try my very best to fulfill my parents wishes
about wanting me to go to sec 5 , amin ...........
but if cannot then i go ite then take the good courses lorh ...
hmmmm ....
but i'll try my very best first ...
amin .... :)

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