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Monday, September 14, 2009
Title; stand up for yourself
how should i start ?hmmm ....well , i dont know that he is serious towards me .i mean , he show-ed his love but not in a serious way ,that's why i usually ignored him .until that things happen-ed ,then i know , most of the things .well , umm , not that i don't believe when everytime he saysthat he love me , but ....the way he says , to me its lyke , ****** .and how should i accept him when im still thinking of ,another person .you tell me !i don't wanna play or make use of you ,just to forget that particular person , you know !!i don't want any regrets at the end of the day .do you understand me , Muhammad Dinie Bin Ramli ?i don't want you to end up have the feelings of envy-nessif you know that i still admiring someone else .but if you read this then i hope you'll understand , hopefully .and you see , you wouldnt have to tell another person that you love me right ??i mean lyke , cant you just tell me right infront of my face ?i am a type of girl who hates passes around messages .i lyke straight forward .i totally hates passes around messages cuz you pass to this person and that person pass to another pass and when i found out , its turn to anotherstories and this leads to misunderstanding !get me ??
ouhkay maybe lyke what you've said to Mira , that you're shy anddont know what you need to do to make me believe and accept your love right ...oh come on !you're a guy dude !!you don't expect a girl to make the first move , omg !or maybe you're scared cuz you know that im admiring someone and i might reject on you ?Dinie , i think you deserve a better person than me .and when you found it , just go for it alright .to my opinion ,' every relationships fails because they're scared and don't express
about what they feels to one another ' .be open .i'm giving you advice now ouhkay .and this is good for you cuz i don't wanna use you to forget thatparticular person in my mind now .but yes , i'm now trying to forget about that particular person .and continue on with my life , cuz i know , i've been rejecting lots of stuffsafter i met that particular person .but i'm still confuse ,.... about myself .i dont know .i mean , i can't tell/state everything about what i feel , what i think andeverything in this blogger right .EVERYTHING , of course not !it's not lyke i am not open or something .i am very open minded .wanna talk about anything , im on with it .wanna talk about sex , humanity , vagina , dick or whatever .i dont care actually , but i also have to respect to people who arenot right .so yeahh ..Dinie , i hope you move on and i'm trying to move on too .and i appreciate everytyme when im with you .your jokes and lame stuffs .we're bestfriend alright !i can't live in that classroom without you sitting infront me and always turning back , disturbing me , hold my everything my stuffs !irritates me and everything !you're my besty ever and i'm grateful to know you .thanks for all the praises and im gonna miss you after graduation :( Labels: you gotta move on
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ELLA Tamara Bleszynski.
6 april 1993.
West Side.
Juying Secondary School.
O Level This Year.
A Dancer But Being An Actress Is My Biggest Dream.
NUTZCREW repp FunkyNutz.
Red & Adidas Freak !
Single But Unavailable.
