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ELLA Tamara Bleszynski.
6 april 1993.
West Side.
Juying Secondary School.
O Level This Year.
A Dancer But Being An Actress Is My Biggest Dream.
NUTZCREW repp FunkyNutz.
Red & Adidas Freak !
Single But Unavailable.
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Sunday, November 29, 2009
Title; WE ARE BACK !
 firstly ,
ALHAMDULILLAH .....
Funky Nutz won 3rd in DX4 .
videos will upload soon only in fb .
anyways ,
to those who wanna catch NUTZCREW video when
we're in genting , just go to my fb .
but our competition video havent upload yet ..
only the OPENING , FRIENDSHIP AND CLOSING .
cuz lyke i said ,
we're selected to dance everything .
Alhamdulillah ..
back to DX4 .
yupp ,
1st - EMERGED
2nd - DIRTY
3rd - FUNKY NUTZ
Funky Nutz won $1000 , with trophy
and 2 ice cream voucher .
we really appreciate on what HE gave us .
and we're really apreciate it alot cuz
all of the competitors is seriously DOPE !
to me ,
everyone is a winner on that night :D
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Friday, November 27, 2009
Title; tiredd but im not complaining
the visits to the elderly's place
for hari raya haji .....
first go to my dad's mom and dad .
then go to my great grandma's house .
then to my mom's mom .
then dad sent me to my dance prac at nutzcrew
usual place and i reach nearly 9pm .
cuz we have to prac for tmr dance xplo !!!!!!
held at tampines at 8pm :)
its the final :D
hopefully we do well .
just came back from genting , and now , focus on dance xplo .
yeahhh , let us be tired now , enjoy later .. :D
and we shall prove to people , and thanks to Azlan ang abg Jamyl ,
for everything ..
Funky Nutz have our goal for tmr ,
and hopefully , it will come true .....
thats about it !
im so tiredd !!!
no rest at all , but im smiling ,
cuz every steps i take ,
its turn to success !
THANKS NUTZCREW !
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Thursday, November 26, 2009
Title; GOOD NEWS TO ALL !
just a quick post .
cuz im sleepy just came back from Genting .
firstly , Nutzcrew brings something for spore .
WE CLINCH GOLD WITH HONOUR IN OUR GENTING INTERNATIONAL COMP .
and NUTZCREW also clinch the OVERALL GRAND CHAMPION FOR DANCE
CATEGORY !!!!
im so happy !
we are so happy !!!!
pictures and videos will upload soon .
and we are suppose to dance for everything ,
the opening , the friendship item , the closing and ofcourse
the competition itself .
we are just so excited !
and we did greats in every performances ,
Alhamdulillah ...
and also , WE GET THRU TO THE FINALS FOR DANCE XPLOSION !!
pray for the best for us kays ..
please do come down this sat 28 nov 09 and support FUNKY NUTZ .
thanks !
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Sunday, November 22, 2009
Title; a quick one
dance xplosion was great .
competitors was tough .
but its a great exposure .
then go to RP with Khai for seasons .
tiring tho but ,
not im the only one who's tired ,
everyone is tired ...
so yeahhh ..
after prac ,
go shengsiong .
to buy maggy cup , toiletries , snacks and all .
im so tired .
now is 2am and im still awake ,
due to packing up .
this what happens if you delay everything .
but im not delaying ,
just tht i have no tyme .
yupp !
and tmr have to report at 6.30am OMG !!
i plan not to sleep tonight ,
but then tmr in the bus then i sleep .
yeahhh ....
i just finish washing those costumes and now
im facing them with fans and all ..
hopefully it will dry ...
then have to iron some more .
then hang , omg !!!
so last minute Ella !!
suckss !!!
im so gonna miss alot of people while im away .
kay i have to continue packing .
and i will upload the dance xplo'pics after
im back to spore kays at fb ...
mwahh love you guys !
wish Nutzcrew lucks for this international comp ! :)
and hope we do Spore proud /
and also wish us lucks for dance xplosion for the result
on this tues !
geeeeeee !!!!!! :)Labels: bye
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Friday, November 20, 2009
Title; READ THIS !
justnow after my prac at rp ,
then straight away went to jurong point dome
for dance xplo prac .
and it was crazy i swear !
i mean our usual dome ,
there's a group of guys playing soccer ,
eventho there's sign board saying there's no playin
of soccer .
pheeww !
so we went to the opposite dome ,
and it was occupied by a grp of guys with their bikes ,
but atleast they did cooperate with us .
so we share the dome .
no choice .
then abt our costume .
the guys having troubles with their costumes ,
abt the red string thingy .
we call-ed abg Jamyl ,
he didnt answer .
so we assume-d tht ,
he go clubbin .
HAHAHHAHAHAHA !!!
WTF ??!!
arnd 10plus he come to dome .
and we're lyke laughing cuz we're wrong .
then we talk abt the costumes ....
for so long !
then abg Jamyl decided for us to wear our Genting costume .
i was shock !!
cuz the next dae we're going genting ,
then comfirm tmr we're going home late after dance xplo .
WHEN TO WASHHH ?????!
IRON SOMEMORE .......
hmmmm !
and even now i havent pack my genting stuffs !
havent iron the costumes .
pheewww ~ !
cuz for Genting comp im using
-black mango sleeveless
-Izzy's red jacket
-3 quarter white or black pants ( havent decide )
-long yellow socks
-red dr.martens
then for tmr dance xplo ,
im using the same , everything the same ..
except the pants , im wearing black ,
there's no tyme for me to wash the costume ,
OMG !!!!
im so stress !
i hope it will dry .
argggghhh !!!
chill Ella !
anyways ,
feel free to support FUNKY GROOVE
for tmr dance xplosion .
held at outside hougang mall .
starts at arnd 1.30 or 2pm .
maybe drag , idk ..
but yeahh ,
wish us lucks :)
we're representing NUTZCREW <3
geeeee !!!
and after dance xplo im going RP for seasons .
but wait for Luke and Sri's messages .
then after the prac ,
i go sheng siong .
to buy MAGGY CUPS , toiletries and snacks and all ,
for Genting .
pheeww !
tiring but , i still have to enjoy everything im doing :D
i think i have to go now ,
have to start packing ,
if not im going dead cuz tmr i will be very tired i knw !
and tmr i have to wake up at 5am !!!!!
cuz we have to reach hougang hub at 8am !!!!
hmmmmmm ...........
im really scared abt punctuality .
cuz im weak at tht part :(
take care guys !
~ROCK THE STAGE~Labels: insya allah
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Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Title; Azizul Izzy Mahathir
 Dear Muhammad Azizul Mahathir ,
I knew its tough for you nowadays .
Due to the problems that you're facing .
But you have to remember that ,
there's always a reason to something that happen-ed .
You cant blame anyone , INCLUDING YOURSELF !
Just do what you have to do and whats right for you .
The decision is in your hand ,
and Ella will always support every decision of yours .
Yesterdae was crazy and i know exactly how you feel .
Cuz i've gone through this before .
its hurt badly but lyfe has to move on .
and seriously ,
you dont deserve this .
and i dont lyke see-ing you being hurt .
where's the strong Izzy that i knew huh ?
the strong Izzy tht can do chair :P
Ella really hope Izzy will cure soon ouhkays .
You can always come to me if you need someone
to share or let your feelings out .
I will always pray for the best of you
and your name will always be in my prayers :)
There's only one thing that i can say to you ,
PLEASE DO WHATEVER YOU THINK YOU HAVE TO DO ...
I knw you can handle this Izzy .
please take good care of yourself alrights !
Love you Abang !
gagagagagaa :P
ooopppsss i grab-ed tht photo of you in your fb .
Sorry Abang !
hahhahahaa :DLabels: you gotta be strong kays
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Monday, November 16, 2009
Title; yeayy !
  i enjoy-ed myself with them ,
but too bad half of the journey ,
i have running nose :(
and ,
on this sat , 21st nov ,
feel free to come down to Hougang at 1pm
for DANCE XPLOSION 4 COMPETITION .
and please support my crew if you want to ,
FUNKY GROOVE <3
and it will be much appreciated !
thanks people !
lotsa love ,
NUTZCREW .
and this sun , 22nd nov ,
im going to Genting Highlands with my beloved crew ,
NUTZCREW <3
to compete in an International Dance Competition .
and will be back on thurs , 26th nov .
pray for the best for Nutzcrew kays .
heeeeee ....
THANKSSS !!!!!
MWAHHHH ! <3Labels: this week is tough week
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Saturday, November 14, 2009
Title; update ald !
ouhkays now ive updated !
im so busy these days tht i seldomly use the comp .
and furthermore i dont have anything to talk about .
its just tht , sometymes i think too much ,
and because of tht , i tend to be emotional ..
and now i feel lyke sick ..
running nose .
maybe because of the rain just now .
and this is specially to tht someone ,
ouhkay its Mira Roslan .
for the person who updated me about what Liy's posted
about Mira , thanks so much !
and yeahh , she mess-ed with me before .
not long ago ...
and only today i get to see her ,
cuz we have a talk .
anyways to whoever tht tag me abt the update ,
thanks kay .
i read it ald .
Liy told me abt tht .
but i think i dont care abt her anymore .
cuz i dont wanna get involve with someone who
bastard me ald .
once is enough kay .
please i hope you realise everything .
thats all :)
and im happy with myself .
for what ive done the past 2 weeks .
its tiring but , i have to think positive .
i have to enjoy everything tht im doing ,
so tht i ont stress or feel tired .
:D
thats all from me !!
and i dont know when i will be updating again .
please forgive me if you come to my blog and see the
same post again ..
hehehehehe :)
love ya'll !
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Sunday, November 8, 2009
Title; stupid
im so stress-ed with my surroundings .
many things i have to think !
and im so stupid today !!!!!
i did stupid stuff !
TSK !!
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Friday, November 6, 2009
Title; another tiring day for me
just got home from prac .
and tmr i have to wake up early at 8am !
for my Nutzcrew prac .
I am quite scared for dance xplosion .
and genting comp .
and dancin thru season !
cuz everything is so squeeze-d together !!!!
firstly , the actual date for each comp/performance
is so near together .
dance xplosion is on 21st nov .
then the next day , 22nd nov , im off to Genting for
a very big international competition , competing with other
countries , till 26th nov .
then dancin thru season is on 4th dec .
maybe you guys think that ,
ooo after i came to spore , i still can rest what .
NO ! i cant .
cuz the prac for dancin thru season is everyday
after im back to spore .
many have come to me , asking how i manage everything .
and some said im a crazy girl !
well actually ,
morning 9am till 1pm im having prac with Nutzcrew for Genting .
then i rush down to RP for dancin thru season prac ,
starts at 12nn and end at 6pm ( sometymes drag ) .
but thanks to SriAlif for the understanding ,
cuz im late for his prac due to Nutzcrew prac .
then i rush down back to jurong point for dance xplosion prac ,
from 8pm till 10pm ( ALWAYS drag ) !
but sometymes i dont have prac for dance xplosion ,
so i stay on at RP .
but if i got prac for dance xplosion ,
i cant drag the prac at RP .
so yeah thats about it !
i hope i answer-ed to those has always been questioning me !
beside under SriAlif for hiphop ,
i also join bboy under Luke :)
hehehe ! its been a long tyme since i break !
its all start-ed when Shayne ask-ed me to learn it .
and when Fadhil teach me those floorworks .
then from there , Luke invited me to join .
so , i accept-ed it :)
well now i think i have to sleep .
if not , tmr's im dead ! freakin dead !
tmr is another tiring day for me .
CONFIRM !!
with Nutzcrew .
but i cant sleep now !
cuz , my parents went to Johor justnow ,
and bought DVDs !
FCUKK !!!
9 DVDs !!!!
G.I.JOE , STAR TREK , SURROGATES , ZOMBIE LAND , SUSUK POCONG ,
TIREN MATI KEMAREN , THE PROPOSAL , SKRIP 7.7.07 and THE PERFECT TENANT .
i feel lyke watching everything !!
but , i think i need to relax myself .
hmmm .....
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Thursday, November 5, 2009
Title; Girls Or Guys Will Suffer More ?
 this topic will piss-ed some people .
i guess .
but please respect my opinions .
this is only to what im thinking ..
to me ,
GIRLS WILL SUFFER ONE DAY .
i dont know when but one day , yeahh .
even now , girls is suffering .
you see , girls having period .
its lyke every month for 7 days !
its irritating sometymes , right girls ?
but we have to face the reality .
and when having sex ,
who enjoy the most ( in general ) ,
its guys who enjoy the most .
i didnt say that girls did not enjoy it .
we did , but at the same tyme ,
i THINK its painful !
after the sex ,
who will carry the baby for lyke 9 months ?!
well guys just continue with lyfe lyke normal .
the girls is the one !
when its tyme for the baby to go out ,
who is suffering , again ???
GIRLS !
and also it depends sometymes the baby is dead ,
or either the girls is dead .
*but hopefully everything goes fine*
and even after girls done with the pregnancy ,
we also have to stay at home for quite some tymes .
the malay says ,' pantang larang ' .
lastly ,
nowadays , the percentage of bisexual and gays are increasing !
well , lesbian too .
supposingly , the right way is ,
GUY and GIRL .
but these days ,
guy and guy , girl and girl .
so how the straight girl and the straight guy living ?!
as in , if ........
theres a straight girl fall in love with a gay guy .
or a straight guy fall in love with a lesbian .
tell me how .
move on ?
what if they cant move on cuz they see something about that
gay boy/lesbian .
hmmm , to my thoughts ,
this topic is difficult to solve .
cuz straight people dont understand the bend-ed people .
and the bend-ed people dont understand the straight people .
so , i dont know .
but mostly ,
Girls is the one who suffer alot right ?
yeahh ..
for guys , i think ..
you guys suffer for NS and for the malay , the sunat part .
other than that , umm ...
have a big responsible for the family , yeahh ..
but some guys just dont have responsible !
SOME !
Thats all !
i just wanna say out bout this ,
cuz this thing suddenly pop out in my mind .
after watching a video .
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Tuesday, November 3, 2009
Title; alot goin thru my mind
 its 5.28am now and i havent sleep yet .
my mind keep thinking ,
regarding alot of stuffs !
Dance Kebaboom (dance xplosion) is lyke
less than 3 weeks tyme .
Thank God i've learn-ed the choreos ,
but just have to clean up on those steps .
but i made a promise to myself ,
i must polish all of my dance kebaboom's choreo
by this week !
Because why ?
Dance Kebaboom is on 21st for prelims .
And on the next day , 22nd , im going Genting
for a competition and only be back on 25th of Nov .
That means , the Genting choreos and Dance Kebaboom choreos
must ald be with me by this week also !
maybe latest is on next week .
so that for the following week we just need to do
detailing and stuffs , positioning ...
blablablaaa ..
Then , i also have prac with Voguelicious for
the season 2009 thingy .
and it will be held on 4th Dec .
ouhyaa , i did went to Voguelicious's audition last Sat .
its turn-ed good , but contemporary is really a great
challenge for me .
but i can describe myself for that genre ,
im suck totally , seriously !
and thats my 1st tyme trying , thanks to Izzy ,
calling me to join-ed his group .
honestly , i feel lyke crying on the spot cuz i know
he's more to contemp .
but , its a great challenge !
im so in love with contemporary now :D
hehhehehe ...
and hows the result eyh ?
So yaa , you see , my schedule is really tight !
really packk !!
morning prac with Nutzcrew for Genting .
afternoon prac with Voguelicious for Seasons .
night prac with Nutzcrew again for Dance Kebaboom .
i must not think of my November anymore because
its ald burn-ed , totally .
but i must not think negatively and must not give up .
maybe stress abit but must take this as a challenge for me .
currently chatting with Andreas .
he's funny !
and im comfortable chatting with hym .
lucky he's onlyne , atleast we crap some jokes together .
if not , i will keep thinking about alot of stuffs
that going thru my mind .
ouh yeah , thank you Andreas ! :)Labels: contemporary
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Monday, November 2, 2009
Title; Thanks !
OMG !
I DONT SLEEP LYKE A PIG !!
just that i cant wake up .
and , thanks alot to those who gave me
those morning calls and msg-es .
but NONE succeed to wake me up :P
i cant hear my phone ringing !!!!
and so , im late for dance prac :(
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its ouhkay , its fate-d :(
and now , im in pain .
in my stomach * girls's stuffs * .
so guys wont understand a single thing .
cuz you guys dont face the reality of the pain .
but to those guys who try to understand ,
but dont really understand the feeling of the pain ,
I REALLY APPRECIATE THAT !
ATLEAST , you TRY to understand .
i hope by tmr ,
it will be alright .
if not ,
PHEEWWW ~~ !
so for now , in order for me to not feel the pain ,
is to SLEEP ...
im going to sleep now .
and thanks again to those who call-ed and msg-ed and
wanna help-ed me to wake up ,
but FAIL-ED :P
its ouhkays .
i really appreciate it !
and to KHALIS ,
i receive-d lots of calls pon tak gune .
cuz still ,
i cannot wake up .
HAHAHHAHAA !! :D
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Sunday, November 1, 2009
Title; I Need Help
ANYONE WHO HAVE MY HP NUMBER ,
CAN YOU GUYS PLEASE GIVE ME A MORNING CALL ,
AT 8 IN THE MORNING TMR ?
I SERIOUSLY NEED MORNING CALL !
I HAVE MY DANCE PRAC AT 9AM .
AND I ALWAYS OVERSLEPT :(
THANKS ALOT !
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ELLA Tamara Bleszynski.
6 april 1993.
West Side.
Juying Secondary School.
O Level This Year.
A Dancer But Being An Actress Is My Biggest Dream.
NUTZCREW repp FunkyNutz.
Red & Adidas Freak !
Single But Unavailable.
