IT'S SO HARD TO PRETEND NOT TO LOVE A PERSON WHEN YOU REALLY DO.
Profile.
ELLA Tamara Bleszynski.
6 april 1993.
West Side.
Juying Secondary School.
O Level This Year.
A Dancer But Being An Actress Is My Biggest Dream.
NUTZCREW repp FunkyNutz.
Red & Adidas Freak !
Single But Unavailable.
Songs.
Tagboard.
Links.
Archieves.
|
|
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Title; NUTZCREW BABY <3
 went down to esplanade to support my deary
NUTZCREW BOYSS !!! <3
i am so scared for them cuz i know the
competitors are real hard !
but i do still have confidence for each and everyone of them .
cuz i know they can do it and
THEY WILL DEFINITELY ROCK THE STAGE !!
but firstly , i will lyke to apologize to them ,
cuz i , izza and nadyra came late .
we're sorry guys that we miss-ed your first performance !
but the 2nd onwards , we were shouting lyke hell my boys !!
and CONGRATULATIONS !!
should i say ,
STAR OF THE NIGHT BOYSS ?? :)
Well , you guys just rock the stage !
and rock the crowd !
i know the competitors are real hard !
and i know , Azlan is controlling hymself :)
im so proud of you !
NUTZCREW PROUDLY BRINGS YOU ................................Labels: congratz boys
|
|
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Title; YOUR SEX WAS WACK !
 i dont know why i am so angry !!
jealous maybe ??
tskkk !!! am i wrong in the first place ?
or is it the opposite's wrongs ?
i really hate this !
i dont ask for this anyways !
its just a sudden thingy .
i hope i'll be strong facing it .
cuz right now its killing me .
and obviously ,
this FUCK YOU RIGHT BACK is motivating me .
i just hope i'll be strong .
and this will end soon .
which i dont think it will happen .
omg !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
God help me ....Labels: i need strength
|
|
Sunday, December 27, 2009
Title; Its kinda late but ...
 MERRY CHRISTMAS !!
|
|
Title; Holiday !
 Just came back from Air Papan . You guys must go there !!! I mean the place was lyke kinda a kampungan , but i love the sea ! <3 its different from other sea cuz the sand is lyke hard . and the waves is different . its kinda scary but nice :) and theres alot of small crab everywhere !! seriously i was freakin scared !!!!!!!! tht i jump around ( scared if the crab might bite me ) .
but when i jump ,
i am scared also cuz i might step on those crab and the body breaks .
lots of imagination , HAHAHHAHA !!!
at first , its kinda difficult for us to find a suitable hotel . cuz most of the hotel there is lyke , not lyke hotel . but then we found one , HOTEL HAVANITA . the hotel was alright :) its near to 7.11 and petronas . so its easy for us to buy food when we're hungry at night . all the way of the journey , lunch and dinner , i ate Asam Pedas <3 thats my favourite !! except breakfast , its Nasi Lemak . then next day , we check-ed out , and went to Johor to my uncle's condo . swim and swim and swim . at night arnd 10pm , went to dinner . NASI AYAM PENYEK !! so nicee !! cant describe it !!! with a big chicken and belacan <3 fuuhhh !! spicyy but freakin nice ! sleep at uncle's , then the next day , went back to spore . lucky theres no traffic jam !!!!! i just hate traffic jam badly !!!! rightnow , im so tired ! and later on at night , going to my aunt's place , for makan2 :) ikan bakar <3
|
|
Friday, December 25, 2009
Title; MY FACE hurts !
  Sentosa and EastCoast !! <3Nutzcrew and those Jahanams <3 both outing turn-eds well ! and to my dear friend , FIRDAUS :) you're the best ! no matter what , no one can replace a friend lyke you . and all the best in your lyfe , in your future ! yupp , you've hurt me last tyme . but i have forgave you , and i try not to rmmbr back . but whatever it is , im gonna miss you ! AND , i enjoy-ed with you at EastCoast :D and now its ald 3.15am . at 5am im leavin to Air Papan , Msia . i have been there when i was a small kid . but i have forgotten :P now , im goin to sleep ald . 1hr of sleep is not enough but atleast i have some of SLEEPING :)
|
|
Title; Just So You Know
 I shouldn't love you but I want toI just can't turn away I shouldn't see you but I can't move I can't look away I shouldn't love you but I want toI just can't turn away I shouldn't see you but I can't move I can't look away And I don't know How to be fine when I'm not 'Cause I don't know How to make a feeling stop Just so you know This feeling's takin' control Of me and I can't help it I won't sit around I can't let him win now Thought you should know I've tried my best to let go Of you but I don't want to I just gotta say it all before I go Just so you know It's gettin' hard to be around you There's so much I can't say Do you want me to hide the feelings And look the other away And I don't know How to be fine when I'm not 'Cause I don't know How to make a feeling stop Just so you know This feeling's takin' control Of me and I can't help it I won't sit around I can't let him win now Thought you should know I've tried my best to let go Of you but I don't want to I just gotta say it all before I go Just so you know This emptiness is killin' me And I'm wonderin' why I've waited so long Lookin' back I realize it was always there Just never spoken I'm waitin' here Been waitin' here Just so you know This feeling's takin' control Of me and I can't help it I won't sit around I can't let him win now Thought you should know I've tried my best to let go Of you but I don't want to Just gotta say it all before I go Just so you know, just so you know Thought you should know I've tried my best to let go Of you but I don't want to Just gotta say it all before I go Just so you know, just so you know Labels: jesse mccartney
|
|
Monday, December 21, 2009
Title; Its Time For Celebration !
 22nd Dec , Tuesday Nutzcrew will have our outing at Sentosa !!! <3 I cant wait for this !! BBQ lyke hell !!! esp. Alif !! i still rmmbr our last yr bbq at westcoast . Alif and Azlan doing those chickens . fcukkk-ed up !!! DISGUSTING !! but its taste nice tho :) Im so looking forward for this dear Nutzcrew ! <3
23rd Dec , Wednesday Will have BBQ with my deary 'Mats and Minahs' ! <3 at EastCoastPark :) What i mean is my secondary mates whom i close with , Zaki , Aiyed , Ayim , Dinie , Sue , Jyl , Izza , Nadyr , Akit ,
Luqman , Farhan , Syayie , Shiykin , Affandi , ... umm , anyone i left out ? i dont know , but you know yourself . By this tyme, i guess all of us have receive-d sms-es from our deary Izza :) see ya soon dicks and pussies !!! <3
25th Dec , Friday to ......... Im going to M'sia , Air Papan with the whole fams ;) grandma , aunts , uncles , parents , bros , babies , each and every <3 but im not sure when are we coming back to Spore . i have not ask my mom bout it . but im so excited for this !!!! YEAYYYY !!!!!!!! :D
29th Dec , Tuesday , onwards back to dance practices with Nutzcrew ! early preparations for upcoming shows and competitions . well , i hope i can manage well in studies and dance for the year of 2010 . i'll try to reduce my playfulness . and i hope i can be a much more good girl tho . i dont wanna mess up my O's lyke how i mess-ed up my N's . cuz till now , to me , i get promoted its just by luck . why i say that ? cuz the night before my N's exams , it was the tyme where i starts to scribble everything and slot it in my head , in a rush .. didnt sleep the whole night just to memorise all those things . didnt it mess-ed up ? yeahh ! its a big mess-ed up !!!! thanks to the above to give me this last chance and take my O's . i'll make use of it !
NEW YEAR is coming real soon . i hope i can improve everything in me . all the mistakes ive made in 2009 , will make as a lesson learnt and improve it in 2010 . and its a new big change for me too , as some of my love ones is not here by my side anymore . but lyfe has to carry on . i hope i can be strong in 2010 to face any challenges . its a new year , new lyfe and i hope , its a new love too .
|
|
Friday, December 18, 2009
Title; Enjoyment Tears
IM SO FCUKIN HAPPY TODAY !TODAY IS THE BESTEST DAY EVER !!as in for myself .I PASS MY N-LEVEL !!!!AND PROMOTED TO SEC 5 :Dyes , i cried , i did cried .and i guess thats the first tyme my classmates see me crying ,after 4 years together with them .i cried not because of whatever ..I CRIED BECAUSE GOD IS TOO KIND TO ME .i admit , i didnt pray all the tymes .what i always do is D.A.N.C.E !go home late at night , playing comps .and justnow , before i take my result , i pray , Zuhur ...it was a last minute prayers .and i admit im ashamed ,to 'face' Him .cuz i only go to hym when i need help .but when i dont , i just , ..............................pheeeww !and when i know i get promoted ,i cried , badly ..shivering ....msg-ing my mother ..well , i wont repeat this again .i wont go to Him only when i need help .i seriously THANK HIM ALOT .He did hear me .my teacher question me before i take my result ,Mr Bryan Ee : Do you think you manage to go to the next level ?Me : I dont know ( in a low tone ) .Mr Bryan Ee : I dont want to hear that . Give me a confident answer .Me : Hopefully i can .Mr Bryan Ee : Will you continue dancing if you get promoted ?Me : Yes , but not as much as i do usually ..Mr Bryan Ee : Alright . I'll see you next year .Me : What you mean ? ( to get clearer meaning ) Mr Bryan Ee : You passed your N-level and promoted to sec 5 .Me : Are you sure Mr Ee ????!!!!Mr Bryan Ee : See it for yourself .. ( he smiled )the 1st person i msg was my mother .2nd was my tuitor .3rd was my 3 spies girls ( Izza , Nadyr & Akit ) .and then i started to reply to those who questioning mebout the result .thanks everyone !!im so happyy !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!waiting for my cousin's result and my friends result .then went home , meet my mother ...my mother was proud of me .she call-ed dad .dad was proud of me too :Dthen get change-d ,meet friends again ,to eat and play bowling together :)but i cant go home so late , cuz dad wants to have a makan2 with me and fams ..so yeahhh ..im so happpyyyy !!!!!!!!!and to all my friends , you guys know yourself , im gonna miss you guys lyke fcuking hell !no one can ever replace those 6 JAHANAMS :)i miss you guyss badly !!!!!!!!we'll still meet ayte .. :)well ,i will post for you guys something on my next post ayte .cuz , i love you guys so much !i dont know if i can still survive nxt year without you guys ..YOU'RE THE FCUKING BEST !!!EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU !!!p/s : i walk out of the hall with happy tears :)Labels: those teachers deserve it
|
|
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
Title; Exploring The Purple Line ...
  'EXPLORING THE UNKNOWN'....
show turns fine . but i prefer yesterday crowd , but overall , its great Nutzcrew ! <3 today was awesome ! eventho we're tired , and its lyke wasting our exlink when the place sucks , we still enjoy ourselves ! right girls ? and yeahh , we did lyke how we did yesterdae , but this tyme round , we go 'overseas' :) we went to India , China , some parks and thought of going to Bangkok , but , we changed our mind . its only the 3 of us , myself , Nadyra and Izza . hehehe dont get us wrong ! we went to LITTLE India , ChinaTOWN ... well basically , we explore at the purple line of mrt . cuz that line , the name of the places its lyke interesting , so yeahh .. Serangoon Road . Kerbau Hotel . Hotel 81 . everywhere in purple line ! but its quite difficult for us cuz its raining , and plus we didnt know where to go when we reached to those places , so we just walk and walk and walk , .... see any nice sceneries , we snap ! basically , we're lyke foreigner . hahhahahhaa ! :D firstly we went to Little India ...... then went to Farrer Park ...... then we wanted to go to Buangkok , but we're scared if the place is not lyke what we expected , cuz the Farrer Park is not what we expected , i mean the place , the environment . so we plan to go to Clarke Quay to spend tymes at the Riverside Boat , and we are all hungry , so went to LJS at Clarke Quay . we talked shitss at LJS . eat and talk and talk ... and so randomly , Izza , i dont know she's so hyper .. saying things that i quite dont lyke .. and then Izza took my hp , and look at my contacts .. and he called Izzy . pheew !! feel lyke killing her tht moment . hahhahaa !!! cuz i dont want Izzy to think that .. think anything . i grab-ed the phone and lucky he didnt mad or what . then Izza send me GOODLUCKCHUCK video thru psp . i love the movie :) then went to Riverside Boat , well , we spent most o our tymes there , it was great ! then we it reaches night , we plan to take bus from Clarke Quay to Jurong East int . but then i have to meet Liyana at RP . so , we took MRT to RP cuz we're scared if we take bus , it'll be a long journey and Liyana will piss-ed off waiting for me there . reaches RP , i dont expect to meet Ingelica , Farhan , Nini ... basically the Rembuctions people , practising . ofcourse , they shout-ed see-ing me . and i intro them to my Nutzcrew girls :) meet Liy and blablablaaa .........
and then we went back home . freakin tired !! and tmr is my rest day !!!!! nothing for me and i dont want anything too :) p/s : One day with lots of places ! Clarke Quay , Chinatown , Dhoby Ghaut , Little India , Farrer Park , Serangoon <3 We want to explore the yellow line too . but its too late at night ald . we're scared ......... maybe next tyme round :)
Labels: when we turn-ed madness
|
|
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
Title; GOING ROUND SPORE IN RANDOM BUSES
 IM FREAKIN TIRED .WANNA KNOW WHY ?READ THE ONE IN GREEN ..Todae was freakin great !our shows turns out great .i can really feel it ,but only for the 1st show .cuz the 2nd show , the crowd abit sucks ...and Mairaa from 3ot came justnow .thanks babe :)and this is the best part .the guys going to clementi studio for bboying .and the girls , hang out !!!!!we took 174 from YMCA and drop at YP .we went to cineleisure and eat .then , we were argueing on where we should go after eating .i want to go to serangoon to see banglas , just for fun :)Nadyra wants to go to clark quay , and i also agree with this .but Izza wants to go to east coast park .well she just wants sea water ..then Nisa and Amalia just agree with anything .so the 3 girls , me , Nadyra and Izza keep on argueing ,but in a joking mode ..so i plan this .WE JUST GO TO THE BUS STOP , DONT LOOK AT WHERE ITS GOING ,THE NEXT BUS THAT COMES ,WE JUST BOARD IT ,AND JUST SIT IN THE BUS ANDSEE WHERE IT GOES ..AND WE MUST ONLY DROP AT WHERE THEBUS TERMINATES .hehehhehehe !!!we were at YP bus stop ,and 111 arrives .so thats our bus ..and our face expression was lyke , 111 ??nvr heard of it before ..i cant forget Nisa's expression ..ALL OUT SIAAA !!!and so the bus goes to Ghimmoh .we seriously dont know where are we exactly .so we take the next bus , 100 .this bus is great !!!i love this bus !!but very long journey .goes town and everywhere , ...till it drop us at Serangoon int.from Serangoon ,we all very tired ald .TIREDDD till we go to toilet :Pthen we take 105 to Jurong East .cuz we are seriously tired , and just go back to our home town .but Amalia and Nisa left us earlies . they drop at kallang in the bus 100 .left the 3 crazy women :)we keep on saying ,'NAK DEKAT SAMPAI , NAK DEKAT SAMPAI ' .but actually ,its still fcuking far away ..we said that just to make us feel relieved ..wtf ?!then when its reach Jurong East , we took 99 and all the way back to home ..when i drop the 99 bus at my house's bus stop ,i seriously RELIEVED .lyke totally RELIEVED .its lyke atlast , I REACH JURONG WEST STREET 92 !pheewww !and its ald late at night .and tmr we still got our 2nd day-show at dhoby ghaut ,spore museum .arghhh !!!im so lazy , i feel extremely tired ,but its a great journey .we share lots of stuffs in the bus .so people ,IF YOU AND YOUR FRIENDS ARGUEING ABOUT WHERE TO GO ,JUST DO AS WHAT THE 5 OF NUTZCREW GIRLS IS DOINGJUSTNOW .YOU WILL ENJOY IT CUZ THE PLACES THAT YOU GONNA GO ISMYSTERY :)and tmr after our show , we gonna go 'OVERSEAS' ..or should i say , DISCOVERY THE UNKNOWN ?heeeee ..cant wait for tmr !!Labels: the dr.marten started with 'O' ouhkay :)
|
|
Monday, December 14, 2009
Title; Museum :)
The Rehearsal Justnow At The Spore Museum Was Great .I SERIOUS SHIT Love Everything In There ,
The Building , The Everything !
The Flooring , The Window ......
All The Design Is Loved <3
I Cant Wait To Go To Spore Museum Again ,
Tues (tmr) and Wed (16thdec) .
Cuz We Got 2 Days Show There :)
I Hope The People There Love Our Performances ,
Hopefully .
They Are All Very High Class People ,
So , We(the 8 Nutzcrew) , Thinks That We Are Slacky .
In Terms In What We Are Wearing .
But For Our Performance ,
We Gonna Wear Blazer :)
Pray For The 8 Of The Nutzcrew Tmr All The Best Of Luck Kays :)
MYSELF , JASON , IZZA , NADYRA ,
AMEER , GICO , NISA AND AMALIA <3
Love Ya My Niggas ;)
well , till now , im still worried .
about something .
|
|
Sunday, December 13, 2009
Title; its been always the two of us ..
 i think i would lyke to post about ,ME AND IZZA :)CUZ ITS ALWAYS THE TWO OF US ,CREATING LOTS OF STUFFS ...AND ITS THE TWO OF US AGAIN ,WHO'S ALWAYS LYKE , UMM ..HOW TO PUT INTO WORDS ,I THINK NUTZCREW KNOW WHAT THE TWO OF USALWAYS DO ..ITS ALWAYS BEEN THE TWO OF US .OUR NAME WILL BE IN THE TOPLIST .AS IN , IN A KINDA BAD SITUATION .BOTH OF US FACE A BIG CHALLENGES ,ESP.WHEN IN GENTING ....BUT THANK GOD , WE MANAGED TO HANDLE IT ,WITH THE HELP OF ABG JAMYL ,ALIF , JASON , AMEER , GICO , REED , DIN , HAFIZ ..AND ALSO TO THE REST OF THE NUTZCREW THAT WENTTO GENTING .BUT SOMETYMES , ITS IRRITATES US RIGHT IZZA ?WHEN ITS BEEN ALWAYS THE TWO OF US ..BUT , WE BOTH DO REALISE ITS ALL BECAUSE OFOUR ATTITUDE .AND BECAUSE OF OUR ATTITUDE ,WE LEARNT ALOT .AND I CAN FEEL THE BONDING ....HEHHE MY FAV.SENTENCE :)REMEMBER , IN GENTING ,BOTH OF US CRIED IN OUR ROOM ,AND EVENTHO WE CRIED ,EVENTHO WE'RE IN SADNESS ,WE STILL DID STUPID STUFFS .I FART WHEN I CRY ..THEN WE STILL LAUGH ..AND REMEMBER EVERYTYME WHEN WE STEP INTO OUR ROOM ,WE WILL MAKE THAT HORNY SOUND ..HAHHAA !SSSHHH , ONLY BOTH OF US KNOW BOUT IT .AND EVEN WHEN WE'RE CRYING ,WE CAN STILL EAT MARRYBROWN .HAHAHA !!NANGIS2 PON MASEY BOLEH MKN MARRYBROWN ALL OUT !I CANNOT TAKE IT THAT PART SIAA ..ITS GREAT STAYING IN A SAME HOTEL WITH YOU ,AND THE EURASION GUY INFRONT OF OUR HOTEL ROOM ,GGGAAAAHHHHSSS !!!!!FLIRTY SIAA ...EVEN YESTERDAE WE FLIRT AROUND ..GODDD !!AND I JUST REALISED ,WE FLIRT ONLY WITH EURASION GUYS ..GEEEEE ...... :)BUT WE STILL HAVE OUR LIMITS PEOPLE .DONT GET US WRONG AYTE DEARIES <3and i seriously wants the pictures , me and those eurasions .but its in their camera ..fcukk-ed !!i only have one (on top)and he's from Argentina :)tmr's plan ..11am - 2pm > Nutzcrew prac for the 15th and 16th show at Spore Museum .2pm - 4pm > go home , bath and get ready to meet Nutzcrew at 5.30pm .5.30pm > meet Nutzcrew at Dhoby Ghaut for rehearsals at Spore Museum .and im not sure what tyme its end :(i hope our performance turns fine for both 15th and 16th ...insya Allah amin ...lets go ELLA , JASON , IZZA , NADYRA , AMEER , GICO , NISA AND AMALIA :)and thanks to Abg Jamyl and Marius :)
|
|
Saturday, December 12, 2009
Title; surround-ed by white guys :)
 maybe at first , i am concern-ed ,im worried and i admit , yeah im kinda jealous ............but as days passes ,its hurts me but i dont even care anymore .i wont enter your lyfe and will never ever will .2 words ,HATE YA !and Nutzcrew did well i guess .we bring the house down ,from the audience reaction .omg !!!WHITE GUYS AND GIRLS .CHRIS BROWN'S CULTURE !!!wowowoow !!!taking pictures , chitchats , hugs and evenkisses for Izza :)when i was close with the white guys ,its just reminds of one of my ex , Aisy ... :(hmmmm ..he's the best guy i've ever been with .but pheeww , forget about it !LOOK FORWARD ELLA !!but overall , its was great justnow !and one of the white guy ask-ed how he gonna contact me .i said via facebook .but both of us dont have a pen or hp to exchange emails ,and i have ald must go to standby backstage for the shows ,so yeahh , too bad he didnt get my email ...and our pic was in his camera :(and when i was dancing on stage ,he stand infront of the stage and was cheeringloudly .HAHAHAA !!!cant deny it ,he's cute tho :)Labels: i think i being flirty justnow :P
|
|
Friday, December 11, 2009
Title; Refresh Myself
 well i wanna forget about my sadness .
and begin with a refreshments :)
Nutzcrew gonna have a show at Spore Sports School tmr .
for the Youth Olympic Games and we are invited to perform ,
so yeah :)
i hope everything turns fine tmr , amin ....
yesterdae was tiring ever !after the rehearsal for Y.O.G ,
then the 9 of the Nutzcrew ,
Ameer , Gico , Alif , Jason , Myself , Izza , Nadyr ,
Nisa and Amalia went to recording studio to do
some recording for our mix .
together with both our instructor and ex instructor ,
Abg Jamyl and Marios .
well , laughter was everywhere ,
hearing Jason's voice , geeee !! :P
when we're done with the recording and mixing ,
then we go to Clementi for the dance studio ,
Student Advisory Centre ,
arnd 6plus .cuz the 8 of us have a show at spore museum ,
for a Fujifilm blablablaa ...
15 and 16 of dec .
and hopefully its turn fine too :)
and all the best to abang abang ku ,
the 4 Vogues ,
Izzy , Luke , Sri , Fadlie .
for the performance in KL .
have a nice trip .
and hopefully everything goes fine and smooth .
ALL THE BEST DUDEs ! :D
|
|
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
Title; tears dont drop
when i first saw it ,
i thought it was just a display .
but next day ,
one of my friend told me ,
and ive decided to go to have a look at it .
after ive enter-ed ,
alot of feelings going on .
and ofcourse im speechless .
i mean , that is too over i guess .
hmmm ...
but whatever it is ,
i wanna move on !Labels: and i still cant
|
|
Title; i think its time
first time i hear this song ,
i cried .
i mean its quite meaningful .
and im in love with this song :)
firstly ,
i have good news for my dear friends .
you know who you are !
that im going for the outing .
you guys just plan it .
im on :)
no buehs anymore kays .
i mean i wont bueh for the 2nd tyme kays :)
cuz im now quite free from my busy-ness ald ! :D
yeayyy !!!!
secondly ,
I WANNA FOLLOW GRANDMA to indonesia this wed :(
which is tmr !
but i cant cuz i got rehearsal for Y.O.G performance
on thurs and on sat is the actual show .
hmmmm ..
only my 2nd bro is following .
tskk !!
hate this !
thirdly ,
cant wait for NUTZCREW outing :)
lets talk about it !
and lastly ,
i seriously wish i can ,
forget the old love and starts afresh .Labels: hopefully
|
|
Thursday, December 3, 2009
Title; paid off
 i got alot to talk about !
firstly ,
NUTZCREW <3
tmr is our rehearsal for youth olympic games
and im so sorry for not coming due to seasons .
thanks for all of your understanding .
always been understanding towards me .
really love each and everyone of you guys !
no one can replace you lovelies !!
secondly ,
MY DEARY FRIENDS <3
zaki , aiyed , dinie , alif , zai , ayim ,
sue , jyl , izza , nadyra , akit ,
luqman and farhan ..
sorry for not contacting you guys .
im so busy last few backs ..
due to genting , DX4 , and now seasons and Y.O.G .
but its gonna finish soon .
and for the outing ,
i'll try my very best to come .
cuz i miss you guys too alott2 !
esp.ZAKI , his jokes :)
thirdly ,
SEASONS <3
just now was our last prac together .
im gonna miss everybody :(
and i knw we will hardly meet .
anyways ,
new friends are loved :)
and old friends are not forgotten :D
all the best for us for tmr and sat's show !
fourthly ,
FAMILY <3
i miss all of my family members .
cuz i hardly talk to them .
|
|
ELLA Tamara Bleszynski.
6 april 1993.
West Side.
Juying Secondary School.
O Level This Year.
A Dancer But Being An Actress Is My Biggest Dream.
NUTZCREW repp FunkyNutz.
Red & Adidas Freak !
Single But Unavailable.
