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ELLA Tamara Bleszynski. 6 april 1993. West Side. Juying Secondary School. O Level This Year. A Dancer But Being An Actress Is My Biggest Dream. NUTZCREW repp FunkyNutz. Red & Adidas Freak ! Single But Unavailable.

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Friday, December 18, 2009
Title; Enjoyment Tears
IM SO FCUKIN HAPPY TODAY !
TODAY IS THE BESTEST DAY EVER !!
as in for myself .
I PASS MY N-LEVEL !!!!
AND PROMOTED TO SEC 5 :D

yes , i cried , i did cried .
and i guess thats the first tyme my classmates see me crying ,
after 4 years together with them .
i cried not because of whatever ..
I CRIED BECAUSE GOD IS TOO KIND TO ME .
i admit , i didnt pray all the tymes .
what i always do is D.A.N.C.E !
go home late at night , playing comps .
and justnow , before i take my result ,
i pray , Zuhur ...
it was a last minute prayers .
and i admit im ashamed ,
to 'face' Him .
cuz i only go to hym when i need help .
but when i dont , i just , ..............................
pheeeww !
and when i know i get promoted ,
i cried , badly ..
shivering ....
msg-ing my mother ..
well , i wont repeat this again .
i wont go to Him only when i need help .
i seriously THANK HIM ALOT .
He did hear me .

my teacher question me before i take my result ,
Mr Bryan Ee : Do you think you manage to go to the next level ?
Me : I dont know ( in a low tone ) .
Mr Bryan Ee : I dont want to hear that . Give me a confident answer .
Me : Hopefully i can .
Mr Bryan Ee : Will you continue dancing if you get promoted ?
Me : Yes , but not as much as i do usually ..
Mr Bryan Ee : Alright . I'll see you next year .
Me : What you mean ? ( to get clearer meaning )
Mr Bryan Ee : You passed your N-level and promoted to sec 5 .
Me : Are you sure Mr Ee ????!!!!
Mr Bryan Ee : See it for yourself .. ( he smiled )

the 1st person i msg was my mother .
2nd was my tuitor .
3rd was my 3 spies girls ( Izza , Nadyr & Akit ) .
and then i started to reply to those who questioning me
bout the result .
thanks everyone !!

im so happyy !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
waiting for my cousin's result and my friends result .
then went home , meet my mother ...
my mother was proud of me .
she call-ed dad .
dad was proud of me too :D
then get change-d ,
meet friends again ,
to eat and play bowling together :)
but i cant go home so late ,
cuz dad wants to have a makan2 with me and fams ..
so yeahhh ..
im so happpyyyy !!!!!!!!!
and to all my friends ,
you guys know yourself ,
im gonna miss you guys lyke fcuking hell !
no one can ever replace those 6 JAHANAMS :)
i miss you guyss badly !!!!!!!!
we'll still meet ayte .. :)
well ,
i will post for you guys something on my next post ayte .
cuz , i love you guys so much !
i dont know if i can still survive nxt year without you guys ..
YOU'RE THE FCUKING BEST !!!
EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU !!!

p/s : i walk out of the hall with happy tears :)

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