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IT'S SO HARD TO PRETEND NOT TO LOVE A PERSON WHEN YOU REALLY DO.

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ELLA Tamara Bleszynski. 6 april 1993. West Side. Juying Secondary School. O Level This Year. A Dancer But Being An Actress Is My Biggest Dream. NUTZCREW repp FunkyNutz. Red & Adidas Freak ! Single But Unavailable.

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Saturday, January 9, 2010
Title; Dont Get The Wrong Picture

as what ive promised ,
here for you Jason Lam Jie Sheng , specially .
there's alot to talk about but ,
i will highlight the important points , first .
umm , when i heard about your stories ,
i let out an audible sigh with a bleakly smiled but uttered not a word .
everyone could not quite grasp what was happening .
that moment , when you told us what you did ,
the atmosphere turned silent ,
numb with shock and disbelief .
...............................................
ive been knowing you lyke 4 years ald .
you've known nutzcrew for 4 years also and , yeahh ...
you know your mistakes and i gotta tell you that ,
a wave of emotions swept over us , the nutzcrew ,
upon hearing the news .
i dont know whats your point doing it ,
but i try my best to understand you deeply.
as a senior ,
i have to point out your mistakes .
yes i am disappointed , but i also have to be understanding as well .
cuz sometymes people do something and there will always be a reason .
but whatever it is ,
what past is past .
what we have to do now is learn from our mistakes ,
and try not to do it again .
and dont be ego please .
im not angry with you Jason .
you know me well .
you know yourself that at the end of the day ,
you know tht Nutzcrew loves you rightt .... , thats why .
if we all dont love you ,
we will just ignore you and dont scold you .
i hope you understand the meaning of scolding .
scolding means love .
come on Jason ,
you're left with how many months and you're away ald .
so i hope you spend this few months seriously ,
and just have fun alrights .
treasure every moment .
i seriously know how you feel .
but , you have to be strong , facing all of this shit .
take it as a lesson to learn .
and actually , i wanna blog about you ,
about other thing , but i think blogging this is
much more important and meaningful .
i hope you'll cope everything in fine ,
and , all the best for everything .
you'll get my back , no worries .
Nutzcrew's back .
rmmbr on your head that ,
NUTZCREW STILL LOVE YOU !
WILL ALWAYS BE , FOREVER !
and one more thing ,
i want you to rmmbr that ,
you've join-ed nutzcrew in a twinkle in your eyes .
and i hope , if you wanna leave us ,
you gonna leave us with a facial muscles relaxed and a smile linger on your face .
yupp , for now , just go with the flow .
BE STRONG ayte .
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