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IT'S SO HARD TO PRETEND NOT TO LOVE A PERSON WHEN YOU REALLY DO.

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ELLA Tamara Bleszynski. 6 april 1993. West Side. Juying Secondary School. O Level This Year. A Dancer But Being An Actress Is My Biggest Dream. NUTZCREW repp FunkyNutz. Red & Adidas Freak ! Single But Unavailable.

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Tuesday, January 12, 2010
Title; VAGUE
pardon me for not updatin constantly .
im superly busy .
after school , went to dance prac , then to tuition ,
then went study and by next week theres night prac .
omg !!!
ofcourse its tiring , but i have to bare with everything .
cuz what ? i wanna be lyke Alif a.k.a Aircho Artist .
My role model :)
he dance , he study and and , CONGRATULATIONS to him ,
for getting 13 points for 'O'level .
i dont know how he managed his time .
he get grade 1 for science , fcuk rightt !!!!
but he said to me , ' dont be lyke me . be better than me ' .
i will always remember every advices given by anybody .
im scared to start anything for my 'O' level ,
S.E.R.I.O.U.S.L.Y .......
ive lost my phone , last sunday :(
eventho im going to chnge my phone to Blackberry :) ,
i still love my old phone , sony ericson <3
but yeah , now , its difficult to get Blackberry then .
cuz i lost my phone .
haizzz ....
dad has ald cut that line ,
then get a new simcard of same number justnow .
that phone keep playin in my mind .
there's lots of things inside ... ;-(
should i say this out ?
or should i dont ?
hmmmm ....
im in total vague rightnow .
im scared if i make the wrong decision .
its ald more than 1 year im being single ,
cuz been waiting , and im deeply love that someone ,
just that he didnt notice it i guess .
after he entered my lyfe ,
i dont look to other guys .
sometymes its hurt , cuz i cant move on .
since 2008 till rightnow 2010 .
but i learn to be understandable ,
and always been understandin as my love is in a
very difficult situation .
i dont know why im still loving hym ,
eventho i knew how he's lyke ....... hmm ,
there's something in hym , that makes me keep on loving hym ,
till rightnow .
and ive been rejecting many guys just because of hym .
no guys win my heart except hym ,
but whatever it is ,
my love for this particular person is sincere ,
and its hard for me to forget a person lyk hym .
but then , another guy came to my lyfe lyke 5 days back ,
and the way everything he did , attracts me .
esp. his eyes .........
and the smile he gave me ..
basically he win my heart , after more than 1 year of me
loving the same person .

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