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ELLA Tamara Bleszynski.
6 april 1993.
West Side.
Juying Secondary School.
O Level This Year.
A Dancer But Being An Actress Is My Biggest Dream.
NUTZCREW repp FunkyNutz.
Red & Adidas Freak !
Single But Unavailable.
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Monday, February 22, 2010
Title; ABANG2 HANDSOME ... CHECK2 ..........................
 im so freaking tired nowadays .
teacher have gone to ideation for design and technology ,
but me ! still left behind !
2010 seems lyke a bad year for me :(
SERIOUSLY !!!
i feel lyke crying .
i feel lyke rewind-ing the time .
i feel lyke , what i feel now !
pheewwws !
sometymes , i dont feel lyke schooling :(
but hearing my parents advices , friends advices and everyone ,
that motivated me , for 10% maybe , HAH !
especially when Monday comes , my goodness !
so blues ..............
tuesday , shittsss , ASPRO till 4.30pm then dance .
i am only fully hearted to go to school when its Friday .
cuz its last day of school of the week ,
and we are release at 12:30pm :)
tmr English common test .
wed Maths common test .
thurs Science common test .
and fri is Malay common test .
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just left with 8months of school and im gone ,
do it last and do your best Ella Tamara Bleszynski :D
just now went to JP library to do my design and technology .
went i was on my way to the toilet , at arnd 7plus pm uh ,
there's 3 civil defence guy .
i whispered to Nadyra , ' eh abang2 handsome uh ' ..
then she replied , ' siakk uh mcm daa tue je ' ...
( GUESS CUZ SHE NEVER WEAR HER SPEC , THATS WHY CANT SEE PROPERLY )
then they walk towards us as they need to take the stairs .
then when i stare properly ,
MY GODD ITS JAZRUL JALANI FROM VOGUELICIOUS !
hahahhahaaahaha !!
i called hym and you know hym ,
Mr Squeezy eyes :)
at first he was lyke dont know me , keep on squeezing and squeeze .
pheeewwss !
then he remembered ella vogue fan .
wtf ? pheeewwss ! :)
talk for awhile then he proceed to the 3rd level while
me and Nadyra go to the 1st level .
hehhehe !! abang2 handsome ehhh ........
and now im going to watch CINTA FITRI <3
I HATE MISCHA !
TROUBLE MAKER ALWAYS ! AIYOOO !!!!!!
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Friday, February 12, 2010
Title; YOU make me cry :'(
im deeply hurt looking at it .
i turned silent and my mood switched off .
im crying currently .
................going indonesia tmr ,
but seems lyke im not looking forward to it after , ...... :'(
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Thursday, February 11, 2010
Title; JONTE CAME TO MY HOUSE ! :)
 GUYS KNOW WHAT ???!!!
I DREAMT ABOUT JONTE LAST NIGHT !!!!
AND IT WAS SERIIOUSLY A GREAT NIGHT-DREAM !
I REALLY HOPE THAT I DREAM ABOUT IT AGAIN TONIGHT :D
BUT THE DREAM DIDNT MAKE SENSE THOUGH , HAHAHAHAHAAA !
HE CAME TO MY HOUSE AND ASKED ME TO FOLLOW HYM TO JAPAN ,
TO DUET WITH HYM FOR HIS SONG , ' BITCH YOU BETTA ' .
CAN YOU IMAGINE THAT ??!!!
IT WAS TOTALLY EXCITED BUT AT THE SAME TYME ,
N.O.N.S.E.N.C.E !! :D
AND YES I DID FOLLOWED HYM TO JAPAN ,
AND WE SING TOGETHER FOR THE SONG BITCH YOU BETTER .
WE REALLY ROCK THE STAGE !!
well enough of the 'wont-happen-dreams ' .
well , tomorrow no study in school !
CELEBRATIONS !
for both Chinese New Year and Total Defence Day :)
and schools end at 11am tmr !
but then the NUTZCREW having our performance at Marina Bay Float <3
totally cant wait for this !
its end at 10pm .
then dad gonna send me and my bro to our grandma's house at woodlands :)
cuz on saturday morning , the 3 of us going to Indonesia :D
and we're back on tuesday at 5pm !
this means , BABY GONNA BE ALONE IN SPORE :(
AND WE'RE NOT CELEBRATING THE VALENTINE'S DAY .
AWWWW :(
but baby has promised to have belated valentine's day for both of us .
<3 FIRELLE <3
and im so stress about studies !
cant take it anymore !
pheeww ! ~
someone help ! :(
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Tuesday, February 9, 2010
Title; Hip-Hoppers Are Just Dancing & Doing Their Thing
  BUSY BUSY BUSY !!!
SO BUSY THAT I DONT HAVE TIME TO DO ANYTHING ,
EVEN TO BE WITH MY FIRDAUS ALL THE TIME :(
AND IM SO BUSY THAT i have no tyme for
sleeping and surfing the nets , and also watch CINTA FITRI :(
haizzz ! what a 2010 !!
common test is coming lyke 2 weeks tyme .
i have to pass that test !
die die its a must , if not ,
NO DANCEWORKS FOR ME :(
and thats stressing me off !
and i miss Muhammad Firdaus Bin Azul Karnaain alot !
as people know , dance take lots of our tyme and hardwork ,
and by that , sometymes i have no tyme to meet babyFird :(
i really hope you understand me .
and you have to accept the fact that your girlfriend is a hiphop dancer .
so dont anti-hiphop ouhkays !
please understand 'our culture' ! :)
4 words for you my dear baby ,
LOVE ME , LOVE HIPHOP :D
thank you for your co-operation :)
Love ya !
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Friday, February 5, 2010
Title; CANT WAIT CANT WAIT CANT WAIT !
ouhkay Voguelicious's comp was postponed .
instead of tmr it will be on the 2nd March .
so now its either Firdaus or STS for tmr plans ..
hmmm ..
to make it fair ,
meet baby in afternoon then ,
and then go STS in the evening :)
heeeee ...
and tmr STS's class !!
but before that there will be a show by STS itself at YP at 7.30pm .
the class starts at 8pm and for those whose not going for
the class will continue watching the show put up by STS :)
whereas the one going for those classes will be going to the
studio behind it :D but wait !!
go for MAZLAN's class or ATE KATE's class ???
hmmmmmmmm .....
let me think .....
*brain freeze* !
guess im having a hard tyme , phewws !
Nutzcrew had our rehearsals justnow .
from 2.30pm to 5.10pm , NO BREAK !
NO BREAK AT ALL !
NOT A DRIP OF WATER !
but all worth it as we finished our formations for all songs .
left cleaning up steps and do details .
ohh yaaa !
NEW UPDATES : ATTENTION !!
THE NUTZCREW SENIOR GONNA PERFORM FOR CHINESE NEW YEAR
AT THE MARINA BAY PLATFORM , THE FLOAT <3
FREEKZY NUTZ , LIL NUTZ , FUNKY NUTZ GROOVY NUTZ AND PHAT NUTZ !
GOD WE ARE GOING NUTZ YAW ! :D
YUPP ITS ON THE 12TH AND 19TH FEB AND ITS LIVE ON TV !
on channel 8 .
WHILE OUR JUNIORS , FRESHES NUTZ , WILL BE HAVING PERFORMANCE
IN SCHOOL ON THE SAME DAY AS WELL .
CATCH US LIVE ON TV AND CATCH OUR JUNIORS , FRESHES NUTZ IN YOUTUBE !
heeee :)
AND AND ,
NUTZCREW GONNA SEND 4 GROUPS TO THE DANCEWORKS 2010 !
LIL NUTZ , FUNKY NUTZ , PHAT NUTZ AND NOT FORGETTING OUR JUNIOR ,
FRESHES NUTZ !!!!
and for Freshes Nutz , yupp THEY MAY LOOK YOUNG ,
BUT YOU GUYS HAVE TO CHECK THEM OUT :)
AND LIL NUTZ IS JOINING FOR OPEN CAT.FOR DANCEWORK 2010 !
FUHHH !!
we will face the hard time training then .
CANT WAIT FOR TMR STS CLASS !
well i miss-ed the last week's class due to my maths remedial .
hmmmph ! hate it !!
so now im so looking forward for tmr !
and tmr after the class , i go to woodlands cuz im sleeping over
at my grandma's house <3
yeayyy !!!
and one more thing ,
im addicted to the song ,
' LELAKI.. BUAYA DARAT , PU-CHEST AKU TERTIPU LAGI UWOOO ..'
and the song ,
' ALALA DONDANG DONDANG LAA SAYANG .. ALALA DONDANG DONDANG LAA SAYANG ..
ADOI ADOI !! '
hehhe !!
keep singing this two songs in rehearsals justnow , hehs ! :D
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Wednesday, February 3, 2010
Title; My Taggy Is Below !!
just finish-ed talking with babyFird on the phone .
it was a great one but , there's fights at the end .
haizz ...
*piss-ed*
but i try my best not to be ego and be childish .
if i were to follow my heart , aiyoooo ....
but i still love baby <3
miss you Muhammad Firdaus Bin Azul Karnaain !
and he asked me to come to school tmr ,
which means today ,
while the doctor gave me 2 days MC .
hehehhe !!
guess he's jealous :P
or he wants to see me badly , HAHAHAA !
i know your tricks boy !
its all in my pocket :)
and babyFird was jealous when any guy comes and hug me .
awww ....
hehhe , then how ?
babyFird said give them a punch when they wants to hug me .
HAHAHHAHAHAA !
ap saje .
well , no jealous2 kays cuz they are all my brothers and sisters .
worse to worst , they are my friends :)
its lyke our friendship bonding you know .
i wont flirt omg !
phewww ...
and idk why my taggy and links all were pushed down to below .
aiyooo !!!!!!
so irritating , pheewws !~
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Tuesday, February 2, 2010
Title; sick~
didnt go to school today .
i cant take it , the sickness .
bad flu :(
and sore throat :(
its lyke there's stone in my throat ..
so painful .
and now i just get back from see-ing doctor .
he gave me 2 days MC .
so tmr im not goin to school also .
im gonna miss my dance prac :(
haizzz ..
and im gonna miss babyFirdaus alot :(
this saturday , 6 feb ,
im havin a hard tyme :(
cuz its all squeeze into 1 .
i dont know where should i go ?
1st option : STS class ( Its free-of-charge for Nutzcrew )
2nd option : Voguelicious for their comp ,
3rd option : Out with BabyFirdaus .....
so which ?
cuz all of them are important to me ,
and yeahh , i dont know .
hmmmmmm ....
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ELLA Tamara Bleszynski.
6 april 1993.
West Side.
Juying Secondary School.
O Level This Year.
A Dancer But Being An Actress Is My Biggest Dream.
NUTZCREW repp FunkyNutz.
Red & Adidas Freak !
Single But Unavailable.
