IT'S SO HARD TO PRETEND NOT TO LOVE A PERSON WHEN YOU REALLY DO.

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ELLA Tamara Bleszynski. 6 april 1993. West Side. Juying Secondary School. O Level This Year. A Dancer But Being An Actress Is My Biggest Dream. NUTZCREW repp FunkyNutz. Red & Adidas Freak ! Single But Unavailable.

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Friday, March 19, 2010

Title; i just wanna close my eyes everyday

i just feel lyke expressin it here .
IM SO STRESSFUL WITH MY LYFE !
everythin that related to me , i feel lyke not doin it .
one of it is my STUDIES .
sometymes i feel lyke quitting school :(
i know this is my very last year in that school ,
and i must do well in it .
but , i just cant wait to go out and be free from secondary rules !
and about the subjects ,
i totally cant focus !
my design and technology ,
I HAVENT COME OUT WITH AN IDEATION YET !
MY ARTEFACT AND ALL ~
MY JOURNAL IS IN A TOTAL MESS !
and i have no idea WHY I FAIL-ED MY MALAY ??!!
its my first tyme failing my malay you see ,
AND ITS A BIG SHOCK TO ME !!
im going to take my O level malay paper this 31st may .
i dont wanna fail it eventho theres a 2nd chance for me to retake .
i seriously wanna clear my O level with a successful grades .
BUT IN THIS PERIOD OF TYME ,
I JUST CANT FOCUS !
and i feel lyke giving up .
its a one week holiday this week .
and i didnt touch any of my books yet !
tmr is ald fridae .
I DONT KNOW HOW TO HANDLE THIS .
sometymes i dont feel lyke continue-ing my lyfe anymore .
and this is just about my studies .
i havent talk about my other stuffs .
if i continue further , MY HEAD GOING TO CRASHHHH !!!!!!!~~~

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