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IT'S SO HARD TO PRETEND NOT TO LOVE A PERSON WHEN YOU REALLY DO.

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ELLA Tamara Bleszynski. 6 april 1993. West Side. Juying Secondary School. O Level This Year. A Dancer But Being An Actress Is My Biggest Dream. NUTZCREW repp FunkyNutz. Red & Adidas Freak ! Single But Unavailable.

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Thursday, April 1, 2010
Title; NEW MONTH , NEW LIFE

it is the 1st of April ,
a new fresh month ,
and i wanna make a new lyfe to myself .
i wanna stop thinking bout you ,
cuz its no point ald .
i know its hard for myself ,
since ive known you for so long ,
and been waiting for you lyke , pheewws ...
but i will try very hard not to bother you anymore .
its pointless when i always tell you your mistakes ,
but you're still the same .
it hurts me alot !
i wanna stop lovin you and i wanna learn how to hate you .
you must not blame me if it happen that one day ,
i hate you super much till i dont even give you a smile ,
cuz all the things i do reflects to your own actions .
i wanna start April as a positive way ,
but because of your actions ,
i have no choice .
i have to be strong !
it cant always be me to give in all the time .
i regretted knowing you sometymes .
but i know i'll be much more regret if ive never ever met you .
hmm i dont know .... :(
also , this new month ,
i want to focus more on my studies .
i will take a break for my dance .
i wanna get nearer to God , and ,
i wanna live in my own world !
thats all .
April just arrived ,
which means my birthday is getting nearer :)

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