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IT'S SO HARD TO PRETEND NOT TO LOVE A PERSON WHEN YOU REALLY DO.

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ELLA Tamara Bleszynski. 6 april 1993. West Side. Juying Secondary School. O Level This Year. A Dancer But Being An Actress Is My Biggest Dream. NUTZCREW repp FunkyNutz. Red & Adidas Freak ! Single But Unavailable.

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Friday, May 21, 2010
Title; Desolation


My new boyfriend : David Villa :)

Alright now Im packing up my things and Im going to Venice tmr morning . I know its so rushing but this is the only time I can release all my stress and everything . Im gonna let all out at there ! No worries , I'll be coming back soon .
Tmr is the day where Im going to have fun , fun , fun and just fun ! All the stress that I had , Im gonna throw it far away from me . But I know , the problem will be in me still . Same like those people who drinks beer . Maybe they are too stress and for that , beer is their choice . But those problems is still stick with them . Its just the moment of joy that these people who face difficulties need . For me , well I dont choose beer for my choice , obviously . But I choose Venice . So , let's go !

And I would like to apologies to my dear beloved Nutzcrew . I know Ive been busy with my personal stuffs that I never ever step into the danceroom eversince after the speech day performance . And plus Im not coming for tmr dance explosion . I know this may sound sucky . Especially to Abg Jamyl . Im sorry . I know this sorry may bring no meaning to majority of you guys but well ,atleast I apologies . I love you guys so much ! Its just the matter of time . I will be seeing you guys like soon !! I promise . I LOVE YOU GUYS ! NUTZCREW ITS WHERE I STARTED MY REAL LIFE !! I get to know more and more people of the national and international dancers . Dope dancers especially ! Nutzcrew , ALL THE VERY BEST FOR TMR DANCE EXPLOSION . I KNOW YOU GUYS WILL ROCK THE STAGE ! And to Aryll , TAKE CARE OF MY NUTZCREW SHIRT OUHKAY ! PLEASE WASH IT AFTER USE !! Make sure eh ! Hehehehe :)

Well guys , actually tmr Im going to Escape Theme Park and not Venice . HAHAHAHHAHA !!!!! :D Im going Escape Theme Park with my nephews . Their parents were working and they are too small and young to go by themselves . So my brother and I gonna bring them there tmr . Thats about it . Please , its not Venice . Its just one of the place where I wanted to go when I have my own stable job , a very extreme good salary , and blablablaaa ..... And the last rule is , I wanna go there with my future husband . And Im sure its not gonna be as early at this time . Its a long long long way to go or maybe , I never ever step in there . Hmmm ...
Alright tonight Im going to sleep at woodlands , my Uncle's house . Im so going to ride the 360degree inverter ! IM SURE WITH THAT RIDE , MY PROBLEMS WILL ALL GONE CUZ IM TOO GIDDY . HAHAHHAHA !!! Omg , Escape is so boring and yet Im acting this way , as if this is my first time going there . HAHAHAHA !! You guys may think Im crazy but I guess i react this way cuz this is the only way for me to release stress you see . And know what , its been 3 weeks Ive never step my feet to town ! Hows that ?! All because of my Design and Technology's portfolios . Pheewss . Sucked Big Time ! But Im still doing it whole-heartedly cuz I know this is where my future is . Its not a game . Its a serious thing . I hope I achieve what I want .

Im so sad deeply but I always try my very best to put a smile on my face to all of the people around me . It may be a fake smile , but thats the best for everyone . I want to make a shoutout that , I LOVE EVERYONE WHOM I KNOW AND PEOPLE WHO KNOWS ME . Thats all :)

And you , stop listening to others . You wanna know the truth from me , come look for me . Cuz I guess all this while you're getting and hearing a falsification informations . Thats all I can say . Thank you .

Terima Kasih atas sokongan anda .
hahahhahaha ........

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