I seriously do not know why everything must happened to me . We were friends at first and now , we're like strangers or maybe I should say holding grudges towards one another ? I don't know . But I want to make it clear to you , I don't hold any grudges towards you . Yes maybe at first I am super mad at you , and I know I hurt your feelings and worst , I break your heart into pieces . I am so sorry . I know you will not accept my apologies , but you have to know something that I treasure you and I do . I just need you to understand my situation at that time , that's all . I'm so straight forward as what you describe me . I know it's hurt you lots when I tell you the truth , but , I do not know what exactly I'm doing . Maybe I'm doing it all for the another person in my life . I really do not know how and what more can I say . And I know , you hate me now . It's obvious in my eyes . But it's ouhkay . Well I do not know if you gonna forgive me or not , but I hereby apologising the issue that we had that day .
Ella am sorry Khals .
And it's sincere .


And to you , I do not want you to think otherwise . I do not want you to have any bad impressions towards me . Guess you should have known me deep right . So , it still up to you to describe me how you want to describe me . It doesn't matter to me . But I want to make things clear , that I have no bad intentions and its all happened suddenly .


I just wish that I could tell everything to someone .
Everything to someone that I trust most .
Only God knows well .

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