Its been 3 days of sleepless night for me . Many things that going around in my mind . Now , Im feeling super tired ! Very very tired !! But I made a promise to myself tonight , Im gonna sleep pretty soon . I cant be like this . I must not be stupid ! This is life . Have to accept the fact the reality . So here I am . I will smile through out my life . No more tears . Lets stop everything :)

Hmmm , next week , school reopens . No more holidays . I think after this week , its all work work and more hard work ! No more slacks . I hope Im strong to always be motivated towards studies . One of the thing that Im thinking always is my studies . This year is a crucial year for me . Im scared . I want it to end fast . But I dont want to flung it . I have to start studying . What I mean by that is , I MUST GIVE 100% ! But I cant :( But I will try my very best . Atleast , the very least , I wanna do my very best ! And when July comes , it left me with 3months to 'O' level . Im scared . Seriously Im scared ! But when I wanna study , I feel tired . Thats the problem with me now ! But what I know is , I dont wanna think anything for now . I just wanna think about my examinations , and after its over , I will be back to my ownself .

I would like to wish my daddy a HAPPY FATHER'S DAY and also HAPPY 55TH BIRTHDAY :) Its his birthday on the 21st June . Same as Nadyra Miskiran :) So happy birthday ! So Nadyra's birthday , me , Jason and Akit planned . Went to Geylang at City Plaza at Arnolds :) Me and Jason went to Geylang first and set everything . Its a surprise . I think I hurt Nadyra's feeling . Cause I said to her that I wont be celebrating her birthday cause I have no mood to celebrate it . She just nodded . But then I feel bad , but I know she'll be happy soon later :) Not forgetting , I would like to thank my dear friend , Jason Lam . For feeding me with lots of foods and all ! Went to his house before going to Geylang . Watched lots of dance videos . And , umm I cant describe cause that time I was totally down and when he did that to me , I felt relieved . I felt that , atleast there's still someone who cared for my feelings and he treated me like princess that day . Thank you Jason Lam !

Now I miss Nutzcrew . I have choreograph a song . Not have but on the process :)Loves it ! Ive teached Nadyra and Jason the first part of the choreography and it seems like they loves it . Im happy :) I choreo-ed that song at MRT , imagine that ! HAHAHHA !! But only like 2counts of eight of it . The rest its all at the random places when Im feeling that song . Its 'Turnin Me On by Keri Hilson ft Lil'Wayne' . I will find a time to teach my juniors . Let them have a taste of my style :) Its not done yet but its lyke halfly , three quarterly done . I hope its done by this weekend . This is my second choreography . I just playing it slow . Im learning . And atleast Im not lost in touch with dance tho . After exams , dance will be my first priority !! :D

Ouhkay Im going to sleep now . My eyes hurt . Its like heavy . Im tired . I just cant take it . Before that , I would like to apologise to everyone , to anyone , if I have hurt your feelings purposely or accidentally . Im sorry . And not forgetting , Khalis . I know Ive hurt you for so many times . Im sorry . Im not that bad to say goodbye just like that . Im sorry if I hurt you . We wont fight anymore . And , HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY KHALS !

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