Im thankful and glad that I live with a beautifully wonderful people around me . Each and everyone of them who entered my life , really meant alot to me . I believe that everyone have their own low and high points . That is why I cant afford to lose anyone of them . Really meant alot to me . Maybe you've hurt me before but sooner or later , I will still forgive you no matter what ! Im a forgive-able person :) But sometimes I need time to think through what has happened .

I am who I am . If possible , I want to take care of everyone's feeling from getting hurt . But sometimes , I am the one who is being hurt . Honestly , Im a weak girl . I need lots of advices when Im down , when Im sad . You may see me so strong so cheerful and outgoing , but deep inside , its the other way round . Now , I really love everybody and there's no one in my life that I hate now . Maybe sometimes I said that I hate you but you know Im just playing . Its not true obviously !

I would like to thank my dear friend , Nadyra Miskiran , for always been there for me , listen to my stories , giving me advices , make me smile and basically its you who really understand my situations all the time . Eventhough sometimes you get irritated by me when I smack your butt in public , I tap your breast and everything . Hehehe ! But well , you did that back to me though . Even harder you see !! But I dont mad . Cause I know deep inside , you love me , and I love you . HAHAHHAAHAA :D But really I thank you alot . You may see that I didnt care about you , but actually I do . Ouhkay I sound lesbian so , lets stop . But this not lesbian to me . Its how I express my love to you :) Anyways , dont worry much about your cat . I know how deep your love is towards animals especially cats but trust me , he will come back soon . Eventhough you know that Im scared of animals especially cats , from now , I'll try to love and not scared towards them . And if its meant for you , then Allah will show him the right path home ouhkay . He will definitely be home :)

To Atyra , thanks alot ! I dont know how to thank you . Cause your words really , goes down to my body . Without you , I dont think Im alright now . Thanks alot dear ! You're precious . Really appreciate everything that you've done to my life from the start . Eventhough some are bad things , but I do appreciate it too . Cause from the bad things that now make me learn , experience and know what life is all about . Thank you babe !

Lastly to Nutzcrew . Each and everyone of you , its just undescribe-able . So precious to me . Too precious that I really wanna hug every single one of you . To my cuties juniors FRESHES NUTZ , you guys rock the stage in the competition that held in Jurong Point last week . I watched through videos and I was so impressed ! You guys improved alot , within a year ! You guys bring the Nutzcrew name . Please keep it that way , or be better . Always remember what our senior Freekzy Nutz said , 'PRACTICE DO NOT MAKE PERFECT . IT MAKE US BETTER AND BETTER .' I will meet you guys soon after my prelims exams is done . And to my respected seniors , FREEKZY NUTZ , really all the best for WORLD HIPHOP CHAMPIONSHIP in Las Vegas . I know you guys can do it . I know you guys have been practising so hardcore ! Till there's no time for Alif to teach me Chemistry . I understand . I dont wanna stress Alif up . Now , each and everyone of us have something to do . The Lil Nutz and Funky Nutz is busy with 'O' and 'N' levels . The juniors Groovy Nutz , Phat Nutz and Freshes Nutz is busy practising for upcoming shows and competitions and Freekzy Nutz is the busiest one , have to compete in Las Vegas . And its also seems that Abg Jamyl will have a hard time handling the Nutzcrew . But Im sure everything will turn just fine . And Im aware that some of the Nutzcrew is dancing with other dancers . I guess its totally fine . Its good to have experiences from other crews .
NUTZCREW , always remember this .
FLY HIGH LIKE A KITE , STRING ATTACHED TO THE GROUND !

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