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IT'S SO HARD TO PRETEND NOT TO LOVE A PERSON WHEN YOU REALLY DO.

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ELLA Tamara Bleszynski. 6 april 1993. West Side. Juying Secondary School. O Level This Year. A Dancer But Being An Actress Is My Biggest Dream. NUTZCREW repp FunkyNutz. Red & Adidas Freak ! Single But Unavailable.

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Sunday, June 20, 2010
Title; I'll state it

Many people going around asking me why I keep on rejecting guys that come . Am I too choosy ? Am I expecting more and stuffs . I'll state it here then . I am not choosy and I think I know whats best for myself . Cause afterall I am the one living my life with him right ? So yeahh .. I do not want to play with their feelings by saying ' I LOVE YOU TOO ' but actually my heart and my love is for someone else . In love , I wont fake . In love , I wont play . I think its a serious matter . And the reason why I do not accept some love that comes cause Im loving someone else . Simple . And oh , I appreciate those loves that comes to me but Im sorry that I cant respond to those cause , there's someone that I really love deep inside . I know its kinda unfair to you who really loves me truly than the guy that Im loving in . Cause actually , I dont even know if that guy loves me back . Maybe its my fault for not telling but I still love him . Dont blame me people cause Ive tried to move on but I failed . Ive tried so many ways but I still the way I am . My heart dont change . Please understand me for a moment . Dont be mad at me . Like Ive said to those loves that comes , Love Cant Be Force . So I need your understanding . Please dont be disappointed cause I think there's many girls more outside who is much more better than myself . I know Ive hurt so many guys there . But atleast I said the truth before anything happen between us . But I wanna make it clear here that , when I rejected you , it doesnt mean that youre bad or you have lower qualities than the guy that Im loving in . No definitely NO ! Some of you guys are way better than him but I think the love just blindfold me . I dont think anyone here understand what I actually felt . Its ouhkay . Atleast Ive state here and make it clear of whats the reason behind my attitude towards the loves that comes around me . So remember that Im not choosy . Its just love . If you meet yours one day , then you will understand what Im trying to say here . Take care everyone .

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