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IT'S SO HARD TO PRETEND NOT TO LOVE A PERSON WHEN YOU REALLY DO.

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ELLA Tamara Bleszynski. 6 april 1993. West Side. Juying Secondary School. O Level This Year. A Dancer But Being An Actress Is My Biggest Dream. NUTZCREW repp FunkyNutz. Red & Adidas Freak ! Single But Unavailable.

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Thursday, July 29, 2010
Title; Surroundings

Im so pressurized with everything . I have many things to think . I have many things to do . And I have many things to really think and do ! Gosshh !! Admit yourself that you readers actually do not understand what Im trying to state here . HAH ! Yeahh I know . Nowadays , Ive been too matured , I guess . And its killing me ! Cause too mature equals boring life ! But Im so stressful , this leads me to be quiet . And when Im stressful , sometimes I feel like talking to a person , that I love most . But no , it wont , exactly happen . Thats why Im glad and I appreciate the presence of Jason Lam . Who always be there for me , talking and sharing . The advices that he gave and all . Since he shared with me his stories , his life and need my advices , So I did the same . I shared with him mine and the advices he gave , somehow really effective . Should follow his advices . And he is the only guy who that I can talk to , share to , laugh to ,and everything . I feel comfortable with him . Wait I mean as friendship . You see , I have many other boys' friends and they are all really very important to me . We laugh , we crap jokes together , we play together and stuff . But with them , I cant share my personal stuff cause somehow it feels awkward . But its different to Jason . I can comfortably share and say everything about my personal stuffs . And a friend like him meant alot to me .

I would like to thank Nady Kiran , Akit Mansor and also not forgetting Izza Babyflizo , who really make a big impact to my life . With them I smile . With them Im frustrated . With them I laugh . With them I argued . Many things has happened and all sorrow moments is a good sign for us to learn from it and thats whats leads our friendship to a better one each day . You guys are like everything to me . A lighted splint that .... HAH ! Chemistry ter-include pulak !!

To my dearest boys' friends and girls' friends , somehow you guys have create some impact in my life . Dinie , Zaki , Huzaiyed , Rahim , Alif , Zaifuldin , Hafiz , Khadri , Luqman , Farhan , Firdaus , Shukor , Shawn , Fazrin , Noh , Einstein , Han hui , Shikin , Syafiqah , Shahidah , Syahirah , Faizah , Erlina , Amalia , Amalina , Rasyidah , GOSSSHHHH !! Those people who enter-ed my life , yes your name is on my list . Really ! You guys are awesome people . Great knowing you people , eventhough some may be a short period of time , but I still appreciate everything .

Ofcourse Nutzcrew is not forgotten . You guys are the most bunch of people who make me what I am today !

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