Dont Get The Wrong Picture

as what ive promised ,
here for you Jason Lam Jie Sheng , specially .
there's alot to talk about but ,
i will highlight the important points , first .
umm , when i heard about your stories ,
i let out an audible sigh with a bleakly smiled but uttered not a word .
everyone could not quite grasp what was happening .
that moment , when you told us what you did ,
the atmosphere turned silent ,
numb with shock and disbelief .
...............................................
ive been knowing you lyke 4 years ald .
you've known nutzcrew for 4 years also and , yeahh ...
you know your mistakes and i gotta tell you that ,
a wave of emotions swept over us , the nutzcrew ,
upon hearing the news .
i dont know whats your point doing it ,
but i try my best to understand you deeply.
as a senior ,
i have to point out your mistakes .
yes i am disappointed , but i also have to be understanding as well .
cuz sometymes people do something and there will always be a reason .
but whatever it is ,
what past is past .
what we have to do now is learn from our mistakes ,
and try not to do it again .
and dont be ego please .
im not angry with you Jason .
you know me well .
you know yourself that at the end of the day ,
you know tht Nutzcrew loves you rightt .... , thats why .
if we all dont love you ,
we will just ignore you and dont scold you .
i hope you understand the meaning of scolding .
scolding means love .
come on Jason ,
you're left with how many months and you're away ald .
so i hope you spend this few months seriously ,
and just have fun alrights .
treasure every moment .
i seriously know how you feel .
but , you have to be strong , facing all of this shit .
take it as a lesson to learn .
and actually , i wanna blog about you ,
about other thing , but i think blogging this is
much more important and meaningful .
i hope you'll cope everything in fine ,
and , all the best for everything .
you'll get my back , no worries .
Nutzcrew's back .
rmmbr on your head that ,
NUTZCREW STILL LOVE YOU !
WILL ALWAYS BE , FOREVER !
and one more thing ,
i want you to rmmbr that ,
you've join-ed nutzcrew in a twinkle in your eyes .
and i hope , if you wanna leave us ,
you gonna leave us with a facial muscles relaxed and a smile linger on your face .
yupp , for now , just go with the flow .
BE STRONG ayte .

need your help still

Firstly I would like to thank my bro , my senior ,
Mohamad Alif Bin Rais ,
a.k.a
AIRCHO ARTIST :)
He's been always teaching me everything that I wanna know .
And a person like him will never be forgotten :)
my headstand , handstand , chair , 6steps ...
basically those breakdance ,
its all teach-ed by him .
he's not selfish .
he shared his experience and dance technics with Nutzcrew .
and now , i ask-ed him to teach me how to control steps .
as in , not flowing but its lyke fast then go slow .
ITS NICE !!
its more to the feel and its hard i tell you !
but im still working on it .
i wanna upgrade myself cuz those streets dancers out there ,
are way better than me .
and the dance standard now is so high !
when i went to STS BATTLE COMP ,
seeing flairnation doing their thing ,
seriously , im scared !
if i were to battle with them ,
......hmmm........
and also other groups were dope too .
thats why , they are motivating me to improve myself ,
without they knowing .
i cant afford to remain like this .
i have to work this shit out !
im learning different genre , one at the time .
so currently im learning CONTROLing by Alif .
and also finger tating , with the help of Alif too .
WELL , THANKS BRO !! :D
you guys may see him in that picture so fierce .
but his heart is so clean .
i know him well .
its been 5 years yeah !

Nutzcrew having audition just now .
its good to see that lots of pople coming in .
lyke more than 50 peoples ?
yeahhhh ..
but we can only choose 16 :(
but really thanks to those who come ,
and those 16s , CONGRATULATIONS .
YOU'RE NUTZCREW NOW ;D
remember ,
'FLY HIGH LIKE A KITE , STRING ATTACHED TO THE GROUND'
it means ,
no matter how good we are , we must not be arrogant :)
NUTZCREW ! <3

bad girl gone good :)

school starts tmr and i dont feel anything .
but some lazy-ness is there ,
cuz i have to wake up at 6am ! :(
but i really wanna do great in 2010 .
i wanna be a good girl :)
its my last year and i wanna give my all out .
i hope everything goes smoothly .
anyways , 2009 will be kept safely in my heart .
all those memories , sweet and bitter <3
i love all ! <3 :D
and i know im dead tmr :(
cuz my hair is colour-ed .
and i havent colour-ed it back to the natural colour .
i seriously got no tyme !
blackhairspray maybe , or just remain as lyke that , hehe !
kate ELLA TAMARA mahhhh :D
heeeeee ....... :)

NUTZCREW BABY <3

went down to esplanade to support my deary
NUTZCREW BOYSS !!! <3
i am so scared for them cuz i know the
competitors are real hard !
but i do still have confidence for each and everyone of them .
cuz i know they can do it and
THEY WILL DEFINITELY ROCK THE STAGE !!
but firstly , i will lyke to apologize to them ,
cuz i , izza and nadyra came late .
we're sorry guys that we miss-ed your first performance !
but the 2nd onwards , we were shouting lyke hell my boys !!
and CONGRATULATIONS !!
should i say ,
STAR OF THE NIGHT BOYSS ?? :)
Well , you guys just rock the stage !
and rock the crowd !
i know the competitors are real hard !
and i know , Azlan is controlling hymself :)
im so proud of you !
NUTZCREW PROUDLY BRINGS YOU ................................

YOUR SEX WAS WACK !

i dont know why i am so angry !!
jealous maybe ??
tskkk !!! am i wrong in the first place ?
or is it the opposite's wrongs ?
i really hate this !
i dont ask for this anyways !
its just a sudden thingy .
i hope i'll be strong facing it .
cuz right now its killing me .
and obviously ,
this FUCK YOU RIGHT BACK is motivating me .
i just hope i'll be strong .
and this will end soon .
which i dont think it will happen .
omg !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
God help me ....

Its kinda late but ...

MERRY CHRISTMAS !!

Holiday !

Just came back from Air Papan .

You guys must go there !!!

I mean the place was lyke kinda a kampungan ,

but i love the sea ! <3

its different from other sea cuz the sand is lyke hard .

and the waves is different .

its kinda scary but nice :)

and theres alot of small crab everywhere !!

seriously i was freakin scared !!!!!!!!

tht i jump around ( scared if the crab might bite me ) .

but when i jump ,

i am scared also cuz i might step on those crab and the body breaks .

lots of imagination , HAHAHHAHA !!!

at first , its kinda difficult for us to find a suitable hotel .

cuz most of the hotel there is lyke , not lyke hotel .

but then we found one , HOTEL HAVANITA .

the hotel was alright :)

its near to 7.11 and petronas .

so its easy for us to buy food when we're hungry at night .

all the way of the journey ,

lunch and dinner ,

i ate Asam Pedas <3

thats my favourite !!

except breakfast , its Nasi Lemak .

then next day , we check-ed out ,

and went to Johor to my uncle's condo .

swim and swim and swim .

at night arnd 10pm , went to dinner .

NASI AYAM PENYEK !!

so nicee !! cant describe it !!!

with a big chicken and belacan <3

fuuhhh !!

spicyy but freakin nice !

sleep at uncle's ,

then the next day , went back to spore .

lucky theres no traffic jam !!!!!

i just hate traffic jam badly !!!!

rightnow , im so tired !

and later on at night ,

going to my aunt's place ,

for makan2 :)

ikan bakar <3